The Final Letting Go?

For those of you who can handle it....

The message that I am getting now is one of Letting Go.

That message is as old as the Buddha but this is very different.  Very, very different!

This is an unprecedented letting go.... This letting go requires us to face the greatest challenge of our lives, of our era, of our current incarnate species.

I am being invited to let go of my very identity... Or at least the identity that I have held for 50 years in this current Earth and timeline.  Yes my "true self", my "authentic self"...  My nature, my dreams, my perspectives. Its not letting go of who I thought I was, or letting go of my ego self...  No.  Its much, much more - much, much deeper this time.  Let go of any identifying title, the genetics, the purpose, the path, and mostly let go of the details.  Gone.  Past.  Doesn't matter anymore.

This is likened to being awake for my own surgery - conscious, aware, and awake as a new identity is poured into my current consciousness!
How much are you willing to let go of!?!?  What some may call your very sanity???

I'm hearing report after report of the most bizarre, the most challenging, the most painful, the most unexplainable.......... I'm hearing people "feel" this horrible horribleness, this deep angst, this depressive energy.... And its almost impossible to fight off.  It comes and goes in waves.  It's not stopping this time.  It keeps coming back and it is NOT from inside ourselves.  Seasoned "awares" and empaths are being shaken to their core.  Strange body aches and pains with no real source. Memory issues, vision issues... And my animals are experiencing it as well!

The unbelievable atrocities in the world around us are mindboggling and soul shattering!  Many of us wonder how much more we can take.  We force ourselves to hold onto this beautiful new world inside our hearts and patiently wait for everyone to "wake up" and join us..... (BTW, It's not gonna happen like that!)

And then.... A withdrawal.

The need to absorb back into nature.  The compulsion to abstain from normal activity.  Change patterns, change routines, stop habits.  Stop.  Just..... Stop.  Stop participating.  And feel the new that's happening.... Because it IS happening!!!

Truths and standards I held just moments ago are fleeting away, blowing behind me as if I've been shot forward out of a rocket. People that I follow on social sites and strongly believe and support their causes and their messages.... gone. They are lifeless.  I know I am a fool to hold onto 1) my old perceptions and standards of measure, (and by old  I mean 2 seconds ago!!!), and 2) what spirit is pulling me, or inviting me,  away from.  Its still a choice!

The mind wants to justify keeping some things.... keeping the good things..... You don't know me so you may not understand or realize that when I say "good", well read some of my other blog entries...
I mean doing and supporting good, right things...  The things that probably anyone reading this is yearning for!  A new way, a better way, a way of spirit that knows no greed and oppression, true healing, honesty and integrity.... A way of freedom from control and slavery. A way beyond plastic and petro and money.... beyond synthetic chemicals, a way and a world that embraces, supports and nourishes our gifts and talents rather than meaningless pieces of paper.....
The "good & right" things we have been doing have served their purpose but we've filled that cup.... It's time to let it go, let go of the outcome, let go of our preconceived notions of what the outcome looks like and how it will arrive.  Many of us have come to believe that our beautiful, love & light filled intentions and prayers and meditations are the answer....

But my spirit is saying No.... for god sake let it go..... that is NOT what you think it is anymore! Things have truly changed....

So many are expecting things to "happen" or "appear" in some outwardly grandiose way.....!

That is the incubator of deception - What is "real" is so much more subtle - It is Spirit.  

And it constantly challenges our "belief systems". 

This is "the new".  This is it!  It's happening!  

It DOES NOT MAKE SENSE to the "old" and to the "mind".

Do you have the courage to accept what you're feeling inside, when it defies all reason... Even good reason???

Let go of it ALL...

That is the message of now
It is not for everyone, but for those who think they're going mad.... Hey, you're not alone!

And on that note... Gobal Warming & Destroying the Earth

All of my personal "confirming sources" are giving a very similar message.

My current "spirit circle" consists of the messages of:

LeeHarrisEnergy
sandrawalter.com
Kaypacha
mysticmamma.com
Dr Meg
MagentaPixie2012
Ben Davidson
Simon Vorster
Christopher Witecki


*Updated List 1.6.16

Broken Curse

I need to live a broken curse.
Dying does not break the curse.
Dying in a curse only leaves the energy to the next one in line.
The curse is never removed until it is survived and lived beyond.
I need to live a broken curse.
All the prayers, spells and incantations in the world cannot break a curse that is not lived beyond.
Not the blood of goats, chickens, or Jesus will wash away a curse that you continue to live.

Sometimes I ask . . .

Sometimes I only ask people questions to read their energy.
Not because I need information, not because I don't understand....
But because I want to read what THEY think, what THEY believe, what THEY understand, HOW they're processing the information they (think they) have - this tells me what kind of energy they're putting out.

Because most of the time I have no need of their "information".  I don't believe it anyway BECAUSE of the energy it contains.  This is not to say that knowledge of the biology and mechanix of this matrix is in vain and useless.  On the contrary!!!  But who is it that truly gets the wisdom of it??  (Not many, not most.)

Lightyears . . . . . . . . . . . . .

A Fine Line

There is a delicate balance between "reality", "illusion", and the story we choose to tell about them.  

It's ALL About Consciousness

Everything in our lives "happens" to bring us into awareness.

"WHY!???"  we cry!

To make you aware.  To bring you into consciousness.
But rather than becoming conscious and aware in the moments and happenings of our lives, most people react.  They react to emotions that are created  from the mind rather than feel  the genuine emotion that is speaking from the heart.  Heart emotion is the feeling of the genuine energy of a moment.  Ego or mind emotion is a knee-jerk, physiological reaction, a programmed response, conditioning.  It is a response and a reaction based on the patterns established in the brain and brought to life thru the mind - ego. And yes, of course, these "thoughts and emotions" carry energy, which manifest the situations in our lives.

Hence the neo-popular concept of "you create your own reality".

This phrase confuses and frustrates most people!
They want  to believe in it.  They try to employ it in their lives by faking it till they make it....until the "good" vibrations manifest in their lives....  But the "good" often times never seems to manifest and so they give up and resent the very concept of you create your own reality.  They blow it off as just more new age bullshit.

What are they missing......?

The moment.

Everything...
In our lives...
"happens"....
To bring us into...
Consciousness.

From the point of consciousness, we see clearly.
We see our reality as it truly is, not as ego presents it.
We are aware.  We are aware of what is actually happening.
And we are NOT reacting  to the "possibility" programs running thru the brain.
We are NOT responding to emotions.
We are feeling  the emotions, acknowledging the emotions,
REALIZING  what the emotions are about, rather than allowing the emotions to force our behavior.
And in this sense, we have gained absolute control of our own being.
We have become CONSCIOUS.

The more conscious we become in each and every moment of our lives - THIS is when we begin to see  'you create your own reality' manifest "the good" that we are seeking.  THIS is where you begin to experience POWER over a 3 dimensional, material world.  THIS is where the concept of "faith" becomes a conscious knowing, rather than a religious edict.

As you mature, you begin to realize your true god nature to create.  Not as a child who simply wants to create candy and toys and eradicate all grown ups!  But as an adult who understands that there are much more magnificent things than only candy and toys!!  There are worlds to create!  Just as the one we live in now.... that is controlled by ego reactions and emotions, that creates darkness, sorrow, pain, and fear.

Just as "the good" begins to manifest for the aware, so does darkness manifest for the ego.  For the ego is but a tool, not the real soul.  It is the highest form of artificial intelligence!  And when the soul of a being is NOT in control of its own intelligence system, it is left open to be controlled by others.
This results in the current system of control and slavery we see on this planet.

You cannot fight it.
You can only become aware, thereby expanding CONSCIOUSNESS.
And consciousness IS god.  God, is simply being conscious.
The greater our awareness grows, the more conscious we become, the more we identify with the concept of, and equality with, god.

Many use terms like "god consciousness", "christ consciousness", "source", "universal", "life force" . . .  All meaning, infinite beings that are increasingly CONSCIOUS.

I will leave you with a simple example of being conscious in the moment:
I watch people walk their dogs.
It irritates the shit outta me!
Because they are so UNconscious of what they're doing and then wonder why they struggle or why "things happen".
I see dogs get tangled in leashes. I see dogs drag their dumb humans like sleds.  I see dogs run into the road because they're on extendable leashes and the human is clueless as to how to use the damn thing.

When I walk my dog, I am conscious of his pace and how much leash he needs in order to walk freely and yet not trip and get tangled in excess dangling leash!  I just feel it.  I'm conscious of it without even trying. You may even call it "paying attention".  I meticulously, yet instinctively use my hands and fingers to control the amount of leash that is free.  I constantly adjust, reeling in slack or letting out more leash, because I feel it.  I am conscious of it.  It is effortless.  My dog never gets tangled.  Awareness.
My dog is crazy.  He has neurological issues.  He will drag my large ass like a paper doll!!  If I let him.  I am aware of this.  I don't let him drag me.  I secure his collar under his jaw (so he doesn't choke himself) and I tighten the leash so he can't move beyond my side.  When he is relaxed, I loosen the leash.  Because I'm aware of his energy and his actions.
I have an extendable leash.  In the house.  I do not use it except on special, controlled occasions.  Why? Because I am aware!  Aware of the fact that it is broken.  Aware of the fact that my dog is crazy (unpredictable).  Aware of the fact that if you try to "reel in" a dog on a broken (non-locking) retractable leash using your hands, you will get ROPE BURN or get your fingers chopped off!  I DO NOT put my dog or myself in that position of danger knowing I am not able to predict the circumstance outside that may cause him to react and attack another dog, run into the street, get excited to greet a small child and knock them down in his enthusiasm.... Because I am aware.
I am aware.  It is not a plan.  It is not something I ever need to "think about".  It is "in the moment" awareness.  And because of this consciousness, we have very blessed walks, my dog and I.  I don't have to fear what "MIGHT HAPPEN"!!!  Because I am conscious in every moment of the walk.

What do YOU fear?  How could becoming conscious in the moment "cure" that fear for you?

Everything!
Everything in our lives is designed to bring us into consciousness.
Start Paying Attention!