The Blah of it All

This is a very ruff season for many.
It is ruff for me as well.
I'm still waiting for the bad things to collapse and the good things to blossom from the ashes in this matrix we call "the world"...  I really thought there'd be more action by this time this year.
I realize that such catastrophe would be rather catastrophic for many.... but we don't change unless we have to sometimes.
Those that can, will.  Those that can't never could.  
We don't know what we're made of sometimes unless we're forced into that place of proving....
Everything inside me says "JUMP!!!" 
Well.... everything except that one little strand of ego, fear, Capricorn that must follow the rules......
My inner ascending Aquarius is screaming to break free.... 
Any day now... Any day...
It could be today.
There are times that we realize how nothing really matters except love...  
Ah the freedom of it all.
I will get there.  I will.
I hope to see some of you there.