Bigger, Grander

It is SO MUCH BIGGER, and SO MUCH GRANDER than you have allowed yourselves to imagine!
It's ALL true!!!  All of it!

All the stories have come from some experience, some timeline....

There comes a point where you can actually begin to see them all come together, where mysterious things fit, things that have been common knowledge to you your whole life.... Things you disbelieved or took for granted.... The opportunity, the frequency wave, that will allow you to actually see how it all works and fits together, what it means and where its going.... That time is NOW.

NO, not all will see it this time around! But the Spiral keeps spinning and alas, it will come around again.

Your striving on this Earth is pointless. For the most part. The Earth is an experienced actor. She is in no danger. You on the other hand have walked onto the stage in a new form and have completely forgotten what the play is about. You think its all real! And none of it is.......

The PLAY is not real.
How it affects you is.....

YOU.
You are the point.
Nothing else.
They are all just actors. Playing parts.... for you.

Your worries and fears are misplaced.
Your "vision" is much too narrow!
You're missing the whole point.
In the progression of the play, as we near the end of this "run", most of the "props" will now be removed. Some violently in order to stir you and move you so deep that you begin to question everything.
THIS is the point of the play.

Relax.
You cannot lose!
Unless you cannot separate the play from "real life" and remain in the delusion....

Answered Prayers

This IS the answer to all the prayers.....
Look at it children.... slow down and look at it.
There is no magic puff of smoke that, when it clears, everybody everywhere is awake, enlightened and filled with fairy tale love and peace.
Reality changes things in order, in consecutive steps, in progression.
The only way to get some people to an open place of curiosity about what things mean, self reflection, the bigger picture.... is to crush them. i.e. - take away all their other options so that they must explore and interact with another path.
This big, beautiful, blessed year of 2016 is going to be absolutely shattering to some.
But think about it.... What did you ask for in your heart?
Truth? Honest government? Peace? Well the truth only comes with honesty and confession and consequences coming to each individual and each individual situation. Think about that. Start with yourself. What if you were completely honest about things and no longer lied about who you are, how you are, what you think and feel, how and why you do things.... Do you realize the backlash you would receive from at least some??? Not everyone sees things from your perspective and they therefore have different opinions, based on different experiences. Some, or many, won't agree with you! And you will have to deal with their reaction mentally, emotionally, even physically.
Oh... I see.., THAT'S why we all lie, cheat, and steal in the FIRST place - to avoid dealing with other people!!!
It's true.
But we want a better world. We've prayed for a better world. So we NOW, in the answering of these prayers, are realizing that THIS is how that's done. No one is gonna magically do it for us. We we we must face our lives, our nature, our decisions about EVERYTHING, and it is not easy!
As a matter of fact, it consists of ALL the things we've avoided and tried to cover up or circumvent in all of human history. It's called getting cleaned and cleared!

You cannot build a brand new environment over the old one without disinfecting it first. It is not punishment. It is the basis of our reality.
Not everything in the Matrix is evil... WE made the Matrix, for a purpose. We set its parameters with purpose. We established its "laws" of physics and nature with very specific purpose! Listen to the messages you left for yourself!
We pray and we cry out... and we expect to be excused from our lives. This is not how it works. Recognize the answers. Cooperate with yourself. Trust yourself.
Let go of the old paradigm. It will THOROUGHLY be dismantled, because its purpose is served and its time is passed. Holding on will cause you great suffering!

Accept the answers to your prayers!

#Energy Report: #January 19, #2016

Energy Report: Very stiff left knee. Body changes. How you perceive is how you continue. Everything is fine.... Nothing is "same". Nothing. Unless you are still following the delusion. Everything everything everything is a lie... Except the shadows. Helpless... I can't do anything for you. Nothing works, nothing has energy. No one can hear. You're on your own for now. Nourish yourself, nurture yourself, protect yourself and do not be deceived into or lured by anxiousness, shoulds, or supposeds! That energy is all around. It is not selfishness to stay away, caved, solitary for now. Don't rush. Don't be in a hurry to die. Stay alert. Watch - not worry. Observe. Pay attention. Feel it. Don't reach for it. Believe. It will come to you. Don't define it. Trust. Do you know what to trust yet? Dread and Glory are one and the same. Perspective. Your heart will not lie. Life will expose your truth. Hold on. Here it comes.

The Hardest Thing

The hardest, most difficult thing any human can do... is be their true selves.
Especially when what feels truest to you is against the ideals and principles you've grown to believe in and aspire to.
And also when your truest, most natural self, is in complete defiance of the society around you.
It's very hard to be the only one who believes in you!!
It's very hard to follow your heart instead of your eyes, emotions, and thoughts...
Think Abraham.....
Some are here to fuck everything up. On purpose. Some are here to raise a knife. Some are here to throw tables over.
Some are here to look fear in the eyeball and say Let. My. People. Go.
Some are here to smile and spread beautiful flowers. Some are here to smile and dance joyously. Some are here to walk the darkness, carry a sword, and bring light and truth to places most never understand, in order to keep balance.
You are not crazy or evil or abandoned. You have the capacity to make choices and stay true to the most bizarre mission of all. To walk in the dark, without becoming the dark.
We are few. Rare. Most of us don't make it. It's just too lonely.
But some of us.....