God's Interpretation of Being Human

That moment when you realize your maturity.....
When you realize that "I can't do this anymore" has turned into a pattern, a series of unfortunate circumstances, that just won't stop...
When you realize that every scenario you find yourself in collapses and leaves you "challenged"...
When you get knocked down over and over and over... Until the reality of that moment dawns on you...
And you then realize as you look back over your recent experiences, that you keep getting up!
Against all odds.... you keep getting up.
Like Rocky fucking Balboa you just won't stay down, you just won't DIE. And you don't know why...
You don't have the answers. You were swallowed up in despair and hopelessness more times than you can count, and still.... here you are. You didn't wanna be!!! You wanted out! But damn if you're not still here....
Sane.
Caring.
Not blaming anyone!
Circumstances did not change.... ! It did not get better! You did not catch a break! But you got up anyway.
You love anyway.
You proceed anyway.
For some reason, you aren't mad.
Oh you were mad! You experienced anger and rage on a mammoth scale! But it passed. There are no grudges. There are no triggers. There is no "flinch".
You aren't medicated.
You aren't in denial.
You're not projecting.
You have genuinely survived hell. You kept getting up.
Not because you did all the right things! You didn't!!! You got twisted! And broken, and smashed, and nailed, gave the fuck up many many times!  EVERY time!!
But then the dust settled and you got back up. Looked around. Owned your shit. And let it all go.
And now.... At this point.... You don't even know who you are anymore...!
You've changed.
You're different.
Not shaken or thrown off game so much anymore.
Not trying to figure anything out anymore.
Not anxious anymore.
Bruce Willis.
John Rambo.
Xena fucking Warrior Princess.
For some reason.... You survived all the shit and chaos thrown at you.
You watch kids.... rookies.... punk ass wanna-be's.... Always cryin'... Always screamin' & yellin'...
Always gotta hype... Because they're scared. Because they're inexperienced. Because until you enter that battle field, you have no idea how to act, or how you're gonna react... how to handle it, how to deal with all the unpredictable things you see and have to deal with...

But once you survive the battle.... Many battles.... You find yourself in a quiet and peaceful moment, and you notice....
You notice yourself.
You observe what the war has turned you into.
Not everyone makes it.
Not everyone comes out whole.
Some come out monsters.....
They weren't ready. Made wrong choices. Created a flow.... of consequences. That ate their bodies and their sanity alive! They couldn't keep getting up.....
They'll have to do it all again.

But it seems that you've done this enough times before to have gained the strength... to keep getting up.... to let shit go.... and trust yourself, with everything.

#Curiosity

Curiosity is the only true teacher.
If you don't understand that, then you should be questioning your entire education.
Probably even your entire life!

A Practical Exercise For Learning Enlightenment & Awareness

Enlightenment Lesson:
From now on, whenever a "vocabulary word" presents itself in your language, your speech, your thoughts, or conversations - STOP and ask yourself, "What does (fill in the blank with said word) mean?
Example: "I'm hoping 2016 is better for me than 2015!"
STOP and ask yourself... "What does hoping mean?"
(Don't look it up and don't ask anyone else.)
Only YOU know what YOU mean when you use the word hoping.
What did you mean? What other words could you put in that blank instead of hoping that would mean the same thing to you?

Challenging?
Damn right it is! This is a signal of how far away from YOURSELF you really are. So start walking...! And climbing.... and leaping.... and clawing.... and running.... and whatever else you need to do to get back to square one.
No worries, it could take some "time", but you've got all of that you need, just get to it.

But wait.... We're still not done with "I'm hoping 2016 is better for me than 2015!"
Now finish the assignment.
STOP and ask yourself... "What does better mean?"

Get it?
If not then you may not be ready for this kind of exercise.
But if so, then use this as an inner workout tool to get strong and sharp.
In this exercise, there is no right or wrong. It's only what you want and need, when you want and need it.

Learn to do this with all vocab words you begin to hear yourself using.
Be sure to LISTEN to yourself when speaking and when answering.
Be sure to pay attention to how the words, and answers, feel to you.

Use this tool and share it freely.
It is not a rule, regulation or law.
It is an inspiration.

New Message About Our Reality - December 18 2015

I don't know that the human "race" is supposed to evolve out of or beyond duality, Not on Earth anyway. Rather maybe thru it?...!
I mean, its becoming obvious at this point (2015) that this shit has gone on FOREVER! I mean our current technology suggests that we're talking BILLIONS of years of civilizations that... rise and fall... The rise and fall of "civilizations".... They just keep going thru cycles. The only thing that ever changes are the gadgets, and SOULS!  (gadgets being things that all do the same thing but look different with each new "world").
Isn't it about the evolution of the SOUL?
Will not the SOUL be evolving forever??
Intelligence doesn't change.
Technological advancement isn't any higher.
Heroes and mythical stories of ancients pasts don't change.
The goal of "advancement" doesn't change.
Same story, different hair style, Mayan calendar after Mayan calendar....

Sure!
Of course!
There ARE other dimensions and realities!
But Earth..... No one on Earth ever evolves to the extent of "getting it right this time"!
It is the same cycle over and over.
The only thing that evolves are SOULS.
And in true Karmic notion, as SOULS evolve there comes a point where they don't have to "cycle" thru this plane anymore.... This dimension..... Earth.
The evolving SOUL comes into this plane at different times in the cycle to experience different energies it needs to evolve.

Some key points:

• Earth is Gaia, and she is an entity, she is alive, she is the Mother of humanity.
• Humans are NOT causing Global Warming and Mother Gaia is NOT in danger of being killed off by her offspring, or the human virus! "Climate Change" is a natural, galactic phenomena that is part of a Grand cycle that none of us has been alive to see, nor has anyone in our immediate history. Therefore "humanity" does not see or believe it..... 
• Every time humanity gets to this point in "evolution" it gets buried. Literally. So the only things left for the handful that survive these events are legends, myths, and a few artifacts that surface over time for the next gen (cycle) to try to puzzle together and figure it all out again. But "figuring it out" is never the point, so they never put it ALL together... And the cycle continues....
• There IS such thing as right and wrong, good and evil! As with all things human, the Buddhist teachings have been taken too far, blown out of proportion and misinterpreted AND not allowed to expand in the SOUL, but instead have been held stagnant and captive by the ego - Turned into rules, laws, and religion.
• Time & space IS the game here on Earth... It IS the matrix.... It IS the very structure of this reality. 
• Evolution does not, nor ever did it, have "periods". Evolution is constantly constant, and there are beings evolving on EVERY EVERY EVERY level of existence ALL THE TIME! THAT'S why there are still so many different species alive that "should have" evolved into more efficient forms "by now". Every form of energy is on its own path to evolution, enlightenment, and manifestation! Let them be! Honor every being, as you were once "in their shoes".

We are all exactly where we should be, need to be, are...
It is all an evolutionary process and NO we are not all in the same place in our evolution.
STOP New Agers, forcing us to all "be one" and the same on all levels at the same times!
We are one on a cosmic level that you obviously only "mimic" and do not truly, authentically, experientially understand!
We MUST be allowed the individualization of personal evolvement - THAT is what makes GOD.
Some souls are on level one stage twelve.... Meaning they're dense, 3D, dumb as dirt HUMAN and are about to experience "The End" of an age WITHOUT ever "awakening"!!! And THIS is part of their evolution...!
They are perfectly placed, perfectly timed, exactly where they are on this evolutionary process..... They are just energy...! (Like eeeeeeeeeevery thing else...!) And this "energy" is finding its way into consciousness on its own pace for its own purpose. It will develop into an identity or it will not - All energy serves a purpose. Let it be.

This LACK of evolvement of any part or level of humanity DOES NOT DOES NOT DOES NOT hinder or change the course of the "graduation" or "leveling up" of other identities or other SOULS!!!!! Their lack of capacity DOES NOT restrict my journey! And yet, we are still all connected, all ONE.
We have had it all wrong (been shortsighted) until now.... This is not the END of all ENDS, nor is it the Golden Age of all Golden Ages!!! It will cycle thru again! It is such a Grand cycling that it is almost IMPOSSIBLE for anyone in human form to grasp it.
Some do. Some actually do put enough of "it" together that it starts to make sense and trigger ancient memory....

But still, the "CYCLE" will never phase out.... Because there is so much energy out there trying to become CONSCIOUS and this is (at least one place) where that happens - EARTH.
This is why memories change, fade, erase, resurface in proper time....
This is why people "die"....
This is why we don't carry all our experiences consciously with us all the time...!
We have to EXPERIENCE things raw sometimes.
"Knowing" would defeat the purpose.  Wax on, wax off..... (The Original "Karate Kid" with Ralph Macchio referenced Wax On, Wax Off).

We are building a permanent world... An eternity.... A manifestation. A clean, pure world filled with love, peace, and abundance.
But it is beyond 3 dimensional laws, concepts and reality! It is beyond 3 dimensional humanity. And YES it IS for everyone!
But we arrive when we arrive.... And not a moment sooner.
3D humanity cannot live in a higher frequency without natural evolution.

Some of us, are about to........

#LOVE

..... to have compassion when there's no reason... nothing left... no other intention and nothing to gain... to care for the broken with no way to fix it... this is love... god is not coming to save you from this. YOU are god. and this is god's love - you. THIS is the gospel jesus preached...

The Next Big Thing - Another Layer Ripped Away

Well there's one of EVERYBODY on this planet. One of everybody!
One like this and one like that and one of everything in between. Every perspective, every point of view is represented, by somebody.
There are also conglomerates of perspectives and view points that accumulate in groups with names. The bigger the group with the same view point, the more power they tend to have.
These groups suck weak people in like black holes. Next thing ya know, everybody in town has the same opinion about everything.

This is true of all major points of view. People don't think or ponder or search for truth, they just follow what sounds good. And usually, its a message that makes one person or group better than all the others.

Even those who are supposedly " Enlightened" in this dawning of the Age of Aquarius. Even they are consumed by bullshit stories that are not pure source energy, or pure spirit.

So here's the next big thing you may notice amongst the "spiritual" renegades - God is not a sissy!

(For the hundred million trillion bazillionth time, "god" is a relative term!)

God is not a pansy ass ghost fluttering around like leaves in the fall.
Nor is God a bully. There's just really no need for that.
But all the peace and love and forgiveness and put down your weapons and ban guns....... That's bullshit. That is not spirit. That is not pure. That is not the solution to this fucked up world!

If Mother Earth can shake violently, sink suddenly, blow and rain torrentialy and swallow up whatever's in her path, spew molten lava, strike people against all odds with a single lightening bolt...!!! Then don't tell me that "sorting out" is going to be different this time. No matter how much we've evolved, a diamond is still a diamond and the truest purest still only comes from one place.

God is not mean. But God is not guilty nor afraid of hurting anyone's feelings.
God NEVER had any fucks to give about what anyone thought!
Because GOD has the perfect, all encompassing perspective, the wisdom of all ages, every angle every view every opinion tried tested and true!  God has no doubts. That is what defines GOD.
God's love is pure with no shade!

If you tell your 3 year old child time and time again not to reach up and put their tiny tender little hand on the hot stove, and they do it anyway and scream bloody murder in pain and disbelief.... Does that mean that the stove is bad? A bully? Defective? Wrong? Should stoves be outlawed because of their potential to cause damage and pain?? Is the stove angry? Should the stove be put on trial? Does the stove give one fuck for the child experiencing the result of "the stove being the stove"?? No.
No....
And if this causes you to FEAR stoves.... You have a problem, not the stove.

Next big thang.... Is when you all can no longer avoid seeing that God takes no shit and god kisses no one's ass.
No whiners. No victims.

Lots and lots of broken souls, surviving in agony, going thru hell on Earth....
THOSE are god's people.
Living it!
Walking thru mine fields of lies and illusion.
Heading straight into the flame throwers of fear.
Wrestling hand to hand with confusion and the things that just don't add up.

Love and compassion are in the midst of these.
Love and compassion cannot afford to be pansy of ass.
True love must stand when everything else explodes in your face.

Stand next to Niagra Falls and tell me about love.
Stand next to Kilauea when she is erupting and tell me about compassion.
Stand in a Kansas wheat field during a summer storm and tell me about the love and compassion of god....
Have you ever been spared?
Have you ever been hit???
Where was god then....?

Next big thing.... Watch and see who god really is.
Not afraid of anything.
Will not be stopped.
Will not compromise.
Will stand, and march forward, in truth.
There is such a thing a critical mass.
There is a tipping point for all seasons.
Progress will eventually cause pain.
God will soon appear to many as a biblical god of wrath....

Nothing's changed peace lovers!
Its all a matter of perspective.
You say tomato, I say tomahto.
You say wrath, I say bout fucking time!

A loving god does not perpetuate a world where "people" put living puppies in an aquarium and cement the lid on and throw them onto a creek bank waiting for the water to rise and drown them mercilessly.
No, I don't have to love and forgive them in some obsolete, mindless, ancient religious fashion that you all are convinced is "GOD"!
And I don't.
Nor does GOD.
Next big thing...............
The truth of who God really is.

Love
Peace
Compassion
All a matter of perspective......
What is YOUR field of vision?

The Slow

Learn to engage and operate the mechanism of Slow.
Fall back
Full conscious
Feel it all
Pay attention
See clearly
Everything you need to see
Manifest now
Always

Great Spirit Mantra

Come oh Great Spirit...
Turn the world upside-down.
Let us learn the power of Transcend.
Shut the mouths of the weak and fearful...
Silence their whining drone.
Come oh Great Spirit...
Beautiful dread.
Truth in its true form.
Life as only god can live.
Come oh Great Spirit...
The Apocalypse is live.
The revealing... the astonishment.
No one saw this coming...
Except the dead.
Come oh Great Spirit...
Show us what we've really done.
Show us what you really  are.
Justify your true proffets.
Blow their fucking minds.
Come oh Great Spirit...
It's time for our dancing to take frenzy.
It's time to celebrate our consciousness
It's time to lose control
It's time to adore our creation.
Come oh Great Spirit...
Those who endure to the end
Those who fear not
Those who walk thru the valley of the shadow of death
Those who dare to look into the eyes of god
We welcome you!

The Inexplicable Anguish of Heart - The Others

The inexplicable anguish of heart.
The pain.
The agony.
It is physical!
It is REAL!

The reflex to judge self, situation, choices.
The need to separate right from wrong...
The spasming death of everything but true.

We had no idea how un-true it all was!!!
Not "out there" but INSIDE US.

You squelch the divine work by "finding a way out of it".
You find it almost completely impossible to believe that this could all be divine intention and a really good thing!

The anguish..... It is very real, very physical. Knots in your gut, churning racing heart, irritated gums, insomnia and exhaustion, little or no appetite....

NO ONE can tell you this is not god!!!!!!!
NO ONE can judge your experience!!!!!!!
There are no levels.
There is no 'wrong' place to be.

But oh god how it FEELS wrong!!!!!
You doubt and question every aspect of your existence!
You do not feel worthy to be alive, you do not feel deserving of love or attention, you feel helpless and worthless and burdensome....
Its all about you.
You believe in and preach about love and god and blessings... About helping people in need... About 'being the change'.... But then YOU're the one down, down, down and it begins to erase you and challenge everything you thought you believed in.
Do you suddenly judge, criticize and hate others because they aren't there for you?
Do you likewise refuse the help that IS extended to you because you feel unworthy of it?

We often neglect to respect the "others" in our personal experiences.... Those who come into our paths.... for a purpose - a purpose we may not always know, a purpose not always what it seems to obviously be. Maybe they aren't there for US.... Maybe they come into our path in our darkest hour for THEM! It may be their opportunity to make choices that help THEM grow....
Your presence in their path may challenge them in ways that THEY need.
Your presence may be an answer to THEIR prayers... THEY may need to help someone, or show care, concern, or compassion for someone that is at the end of their rope...

We neglect to respect the others who are riding on our journey with us. It IS all about us.... and at the same time, it isn't about us at all.
This "thing" that has afflicted me.... Its for you as well.
We are one.

35 For I was hungry, and you gave Me something to eat; I was thirsty, and you gave Me something to drink; I was a stranger, and you invited Me in;36 naked, and you clothed Me; I was sick, and you visited Me; I was in prison, and you came to Me.’ 37 Then the righteous will answer Him, ‘Lord, when did we see You hungry, and feed You, or thirsty, and give You something to drink?38 And when did we see You a stranger, and invite You in, or naked, and clothe You? 39 When did we see You sick, or in prison, and come to You?’ 40 The King will answer and say to them, ‘Truly I say to you, to the extent that you did it to one of these brothers/sisters of Mine, even the least of them, you did it to Me.’

The dark Haitian gentleman cab driver who stopped to see if I needed help;
The beautiful well dressed lady who stopped in the parking lot to see if we were ok and needed help;
Will;
Dalene;
Kielly;
My little brother Mike... (yes BROTHER)
Micheline my sister-soulmate;
GypsyMoCo who got us into this mess via poor communication;
"Mike TheMobileMechanic" who fixed a few things, charged me $400 and then left me stranded;
La Quinta Inn staff who are the sweetest people!
Steven who was very polite about a very awkward situation;
Lyft/Uber drivers Brian, Richard, Shawn, Tim;
Some "other" mechanics who "helped" me for $327 and still didn't fix my ride but still may come thru;
Jessi & Abi my reasons, my rocks, my best friends for life;
and everyone in between.....
We are all one.
"God" has seen it all - every word, act, and deed. Every intention, every excuse, every lie, every tear, every effort.... How you've dealt with me, and how I've dealt with you... Energy. Its all energy. It is all serving its purpose. For me. And for you.

I will survive. But that is no excuse for your indifference. Me being ok does not relieve you of your responsibilities to do the right thing.
I am going thru a specific process. It is not for you to judge. I am currently spinning completely out of control.... Helpless, vulnerable, at "your" mercy. The darkest hour of my life. And on some levels, I'm doing this for YOU. 
You are the change.
You are god.
You are love.

I was hungry, and you gave Me something to eat; I was thirsty, and you gave Me something to drink; I was a stranger, and you invited Me in; naked, and you clothed Me; I was sick, and you visited Me; I was in prison, and you came to Me.
Or did you......?

The Fire of God

I've experienced  magnificent full moons on the beach... and yet... It is so surreal its as if it never happened. I dream of doing things like this..... But I did. Or did I?
How do you stop. and experience life to its fullest? How do you stay 'in the moment'? How do you ever stop the anxiety of life and enjoy it? How do you stop and trust when everything is falling apart and you feel completely helpless? How do you shut the fuck up and stop trying to justify yourself to make yourself feel "worthy" of the help others give you?
Have you ever truly been burned and branded by the fire of god?
Go and sin no more.
People don't know what sin really is.
Sin is simply doubt.
DOUBT is the only sin.
Doing something wrong is not sin, making mistakes or stupid decisions is not sin. There is only one sin and it is to doubt love.
Love has not one goddamn thing to do with worthy, or deserves, or right or wrong. Or money!
It has to do with trust, believe, KNOW.
And if you believe this... you will be put in a position to prove it to yourself. (not to others!) This is the fire of god. It is a Universal energy directly from the source of all being... It is not some religious rite or doctrine.... there are no rules or demands.... It is not "cuz the bible says...".
Experiencing the fire of god does NOT mean you've done something wrong!
It does NOT mean you are being judged or punished!
It means you are getting the highest, holiest honor of humanhood - to experience god, to be the Christ, to be completely helpless and know, know, know that you are god and god is you and god is love and love never fails.
Do you love you as much as you know god is supposed to love you?
If you don't then you don't believe god loves you.... this is doubt.... and this separates you from your divine nature, your power, your true self.

Do you believe this...?
If you say yes, be prepared to have "god" demonstrate this to you.... by fire.

When you begin a new exercise routine, you often say that you hurt in places you didn't know you had.
Such is the fire of god. This fire will find and burn things inside of you that you did not know were there. And you will "feel" it! "Experience" it! And it will change you in ways you cannot imagine. Are you willing to lose yourself? Your identity and your delusions? Your heart and your sanity... KNOWING it is not what it appears to be and KNOWING you will rise as the Phoenix if you only, only, only believe and do nothing else?

It is the experience of hell.
It is an indescribable agony.
It is the fire of god.

#fireofgod

#Extreme #Personalities

For all those with "extreme" personalities...
You are NOT sick.
And your greatest enemies are normalcy and compliance.

Your worst problem is that you are most likely "extreming" on the wrong frequency!
And its killing you!
And very likely hurting those around you in a way that is not forwardly productive.

Your extremes are INTENTIONAL.
Your mission - should you choose to accept it - is to find the frequency where your extremeness WORKS for the highest good of ALL!

Without extreme personalities, this present dark tide will never be rolled back.
We will suffer more destruction than evolution.
We the extremes are here to blaze trails! To cut paths.... To make  the way for others to follow - not show the way, MAKE IT.
We are the enzymes of the New Earth. We make it all fire up.

Wayshowers, Lightworkers, Prayer Warriors.... You are the grease beneath our wings! Our ointment, our bar-backs, our ground control.
Do not waste your time trying to do our job!
Likewise, extremers - don't waste your time trying to do the work of ground control! It will only frustrate you!
The most extreme message you all need to absorb right now is BE YOURSELF no matter how extreme!!!
Let all the other illusions break away and fall off!
YOU ARE NOT CRAZY.

We are superheros.
We have abilities that others do not.
Be yourself. Find your greatest obsession, and find the ENERGY behind it.
Work in the Energy, NOT in the matrix system of the old programmed social, cultural, conformity based world.

Stay in the energy.... the dimensions higher than 3D, the higher frequencies.
Throw off the chains of convention. Do not be afraid!
Be a weirdo!
Live your maddest, wildest imaginations! Let your obnoxious, obsessive, perfectionistic self find its true purpose and it will set you free.
Stop trying to "fix" yourself!
Stop trying to "fix" your children!
Set your energy FREE!!!

It's all for a higher, evolutionary purpose.
No rules. No rules. No rules. !!!

Our Own #Journey

It is becoming brutally obvious that the journey is ours and ours alone.
The "One" is not as we've thought up till now.
Every life, every perspective, is unique and individual, and purely subjective...
BASED ON the foundational guidelines and parameters of "the one".
We do not need to "fit in". In any regard!
We carry unique frequencies, and it is disservice to self and therefore to One, to stifle or alter that in any way in order to become "easier".
Perspective is unique.
Vantage point is unique.
It is more vital to allow at this point, than to agree.
We fail ourselves and the One by attempting to force oneness and unity!!! We fail by not noticing the requirements for utter, brutal, raw authenticity! Who can see with purity but the one who is not afraid to see it all...
Allow, not agree.
Observe... With what many call the "witness" part of your consciousness. Rather than sacrificing your individuality and identity, this is rather the apex of it!
◄When a straight man is so confident in his sexuality that he wears pink...►
You have no need to prove yourself... That need is genuinely GONE. You are at complete ease with YOU.
You are free... To see, to notice, to observe... And realize.... REALIZE... That you do not need to fix... Control... Interfere with someone else's journey.  To do so does not serve them.

This is not a rule.
This is a state of realization.

You may also realize, in another state, the urge or desire to participate in another's journey... But with none of the proverbial attachments... Because you have evolved, you are free, you are genuine and authentic, you are whole...
And you don't need to prove or fix for the sake of your own ego.

You are now spirit! Living a truly integrated life.
And with this state of being, this freedom, this state of realization... There should come great power!!! Power to move mountains...
Because you no longer want to remove mountains.

The next step, is creation.
To create from a pure heart.
We've never seen this before...

What is the difference between influence and interference??

Do you see the flaws...? Or do you see the beauty..........?

Deconstructing

Most people cannot grasp the simplicity of deconstructing the false self... personality... life.... they have spent a lifetime creating.
And they certainly cannot see this as beneficial.

2015 Messages Between the #Solar & #Lunar #Spring #Eclipses

Language n Stuff
Language is..... empty.
Walking between worlds.
Strange ness.

Hold on everyone!!!
Hold on!!

Distortion... Friction...
There's something going on that we haven't been told about... Because nobody realizes. Nobody knows to look here.... It is new. You feel it. You are not crazy.

Tribes

Don't get stuck in these energies!!!
No matter how long they may last.  Don't stop in them and stay there! Don't make laws and doctrines and religions out of them!!! (That was what built the old paradigm, and destined it to crumble.)
USE these energies, benefit from their season with you, realize what they are - and what they are NOT. Cycles, grander than you usually comprehend. Flow. And Be.
There is no need to capture and control..

This reality is kinda like the revolving schedule at the career colleges... Too many individuals on too many different levels to force everyone into the same box. This is where "Tribes" come in...!
This is where there is segregation - not thru evil intentions, but thru like energy. New frequencies are causing new groups to gather. Allow it.
As below, so above.
Whatever we see in concept or event or activity going on down here (or "out" here), there is a mirror concept above (in the higher dimensions).

New #Frequencies

LANGUAGE
IS!
A Frequency!

FOOD
IS!
A Frequency!
Food IS a language!

Language is a special code.
A trail of bread crumbs.
A pattern.
A specialized entity for communication.
Change the frequency, change the reality.
Change the language, change the meaning - change the result
All the same thing...
Equal different frequencies.

Food too.
Change the food, change the outcome.
Change the quality of the food, change the outcome.
Change the region the food comes from, change the outcome.
Food as language... Language as frequency... Food as frequency.
All patterns of communication.... Frequencies like radio stations.
Each carrying a unique message to specific ears.

New Frequencies.
Now what food...? What food is of THIS frequency?
Language. New frequency, new language.
Listen for it. You can only learn it from those that already speak it.
Those of a different frequency than we have been in all our lives.

You may notice an urge to say things differently.
Explore that!
New words, new sounds, new ways to express meaning....
You may feel almost "PSYCHIC'!
Intuitive.
At a loss for words....... Speaking gibberish....
Explore that!

You may have specific cravings for specific foods, prepared in specific ways.....
Maybe simple, maybe bizarre....
May seem "excessive" by common standards.... But don't blow these cravings off!
Explore them.

There is a new wind,
A new frequency,
Bringing in a new dimension.
Go WITH it, or be left behind.

Open #Heart

To stand with an open heart simply means to allow it all to keep coming, no matter how hard it is or how worn down and out you become.
The open heart may faint, wince in pain, drown in tears, and even bite the hand that reaches out to help it...
It may die a thousand deaths....
But it always rises back up, it always blooms again, it always opens itself once again, to everything - again and again....
Until it is invincible!!!

#Kinship

Kinship replaces ownership.
If we feel the kindred connection to all things in our environment and our world, we have no need of ownership nor of compromise.
We don't own our children or any other relative. We share a kinship.
Kinship can be traced:  The connection has tangible meaning, purpose, source... which means it can be related to a common foundation.
Kinship is not cloning:  It is not mass duplicity. It is not void of diversity. It is not a means of filling space by replication.
Kinship is fractal. Same roots but never the same fingerprint. It is expansion of source.

Kinship is the Oneness of God.
And kinship replaces ownership. You don't need to own what you are kin to.
It is innately part of you, whether you ever realize it or not.

#Religion - The Limits of #God

Religion is my personal limitation for God.
Religion is my contract, my agreement, served to God!
Not the other way around...

Religion is my convenient way of keeping God out of my soul, out of my deepest, truest heart.
Religion is a leash and harness to keep God under control.
Religion is my pre-nup so that I can sue God and get out of it if I don't like how things are going.

Religion is my rule book. All the language in that book is defined by my dictionary. It is interpreted by my jurisdiction.

Breaching this contract is punishable by shaming God, blaming God, forging God's signature on MY life and the lives of friends, family, loved ones and the innocent; outcasting, separating, and even exiling God for operating outside of my prescribed bounderies; assigning the Scarlet Letters of fear, theft, vengeance and anger. God will stay outside of my life and will wear these indictments until God is willing to repent, and once again submit to the terms of the contract of my Religion.
I am forgiving and full of mercy and compassion.
I sacrifice myself daily so that God can be a part of my life.
But I will not tolerate behavior outside of my religious contract.
If I allowed God to have free will, it would be absolute chaos!
There must be laws in order to have a civilized world!

Without limits, rules, A CONTRACT..... What if God did something NEW that confused people?!?!?
THEN WHAT!???

I'm telling you all, I'm WARNING you - Keep your religion safe and alive!  DO NOT allow God to escape the safety of your contract. God is dangerous!

The #Program

We have "been thrust" into a program of our own intentional design.
It cannot be altered or manipulated!!!
It can only be responded to. This was our intention. Our purpose. OUR design.
Respond only.
" Tragedy ", disease, disaster.... All designed intentionally to protect us that's right PROTECT us! To demonstrate the "edges" of perfect balance. We have allowed within the parameters of the program "room" to explore... Extremes, madness, and the inevitable possibility of demise.
The program is intelligent and grows by our choices.

The core goal is to endure to the end... never bow the knee.
Do anything and everything you like, but do not bow, do not surrender your free will of choice.
I may indeed perish from stupidity, but I did so of my own free will!
To NO ONE will I relinquish my allegiance. I am sovereign. I may be beaten and concede, I may be wearied and give up, but I will never bow my free will to any. I will never give up my sovereign responsibility for my own life!
I will give you all these things if you will but bow your knee to ME! (relinquish your sovereignty).

We were not called sheep because we were stupid. We were likened to sheep because we follow without exercising our personal responsibility for self. Sheep are not dumb! Sheep are sheep. It is their nature to blindly trust and follow a shepherd, assuming that they will be cared for if they only follow and do not stray. If they follow without exercising independence.

Wow...... Jesus knew how it was.... He had no expectations of "the multitudes".... He just straight up called them sheep and told his men to take care of them. Like ignorant animals. Love them, protect them, care for them.... Like the Hindus (are supposed to!) protect the sacred cow - because it may be a dear, familiar soul who has returned!
All the talk of sowing and reaping and harvest..... our "higher self", GOD, is farming don'tcha think!?
Growing "gods"!


There's no point in being god if there's nothing to do!

2015 Full Moon in Virgo Message

LEAVE

THE PAST

BEHIND

!

The Grandfathers and the Fathers are gathered. 

Do not work for what is given freely.

The Ancestors are gathered in multitudes like the feathers of birds.

They are all gathered as witnesses. It's our move now, our show.

Throw the pieces into the fire.

(No longer try to keep them, mend them, use them, fit them in.)

Rid yourself!

Ashes.

This is the Culmination of the Ages.

The old ways, the old ones... Let them go. 

It is time for you to soar... High above and beyond what they ever did.

Rubble.

Debris.

Shells lose integrity in heat and they crumble.

Shark teeth stay!

The past will be put away like never before.

Be surprised at NOTHING.

Don't be caught off guard!
(Just don't do it!)

Ashes

Ashes

Ashes

(There will be fire....)

Ashes are more beautiful than most people know. Ashes tell a story that few can know.

Ashes cleanse....

Stop asking "What can I get out of this" !
Service.
This is not about rewards. Not now.
True rewards are a byproduct of balanced life, not a bonus for hard work.... (old ways..... Gone.)

The Acid Test

Golden light, like acid, pours down... Finding crevices and crannys that you could not have imagined were there.
Golden light. Burns and consumes everything in its path. It does not bring marshmellow clouds and piles of gold coins. Everything it touches turns to fire.
Golden light, golden rivers, golden caverns with pools of burnished gold liquid. Golden alligators swim and perch.
It is not yours to posses or even touch!
It's you.
Golden light dissolves you like acid. It's not what you thought it would be.
Are you real yet...?

No one knows the true value of gold.
You think its money.
How utterly sad.

The golden light of the golden age is pouring down now like acid... To reveal what is real.
The Apocalypse.
Gold gold gold.... everything is gold.
You will never touch it, nor posses it.

The Alchemist

#Pain

If what you're doing to make it better is not working.....
Then you're not doing it right.
That doesn't mean you're doing it wrong!
It just means that there is a greater, more magnificent "way" in you, and your pain will not let you go until you find it.
It is the most frustrating part of a video game... The level you just can't seem to pass!
You give up, you throw your controller and turn the game off.... only to crave it a day or two later and so you dig in again. And again and again and again..... Until you conquer that bastard! And you level up. And you feel empowered!
That level can never whip your ass again because you found the way to get thru it and you'll always have that stone solidly locked into your DNA for evermore.

Its just a game, and you don't have to play.

Sometimes it seems impossible to believe this.

But if you have a persistent "pain" or level that you just can't get past AND can't make it go away....
There's a reason for that.
Just know, that this is magically, mystically designed to get you where your heart knows you really want to be. You just can't get there any other way!
So suck it up soldier!
Keep digging, keep knowing, it is a great thing.... Not a bad thing.... It is an honor. You are indestructible. You cannot lose. You can only level up.

Don't wallow in the pain. Embrace it, like a friend, like an angel sent help you... Grab it and hold it and love this pain like it was your brother or sister. Be grateful to it and its purpose.

Something in you, in your DNA, is activating and causing this to bring you to your destiny.
You will fight thru every ounce of resistance and you will see the beauty, and the glory.
Embrace it.
Embrace your life.... All of it. And learn love. Love is the master key to all things.
All things.