The Fire of God

I've experienced  magnificent full moons on the beach... and yet... It is so surreal its as if it never happened. I dream of doing things like this..... But I did. Or did I?
How do you stop. and experience life to its fullest? How do you stay 'in the moment'? How do you ever stop the anxiety of life and enjoy it? How do you stop and trust when everything is falling apart and you feel completely helpless? How do you shut the fuck up and stop trying to justify yourself to make yourself feel "worthy" of the help others give you?
Have you ever truly been burned and branded by the fire of god?
Go and sin no more.
People don't know what sin really is.
Sin is simply doubt.
DOUBT is the only sin.
Doing something wrong is not sin, making mistakes or stupid decisions is not sin. There is only one sin and it is to doubt love.
Love has not one goddamn thing to do with worthy, or deserves, or right or wrong. Or money!
It has to do with trust, believe, KNOW.
And if you believe this... you will be put in a position to prove it to yourself. (not to others!) This is the fire of god. It is a Universal energy directly from the source of all being... It is not some religious rite or doctrine.... there are no rules or demands.... It is not "cuz the bible says...".
Experiencing the fire of god does NOT mean you've done something wrong!
It does NOT mean you are being judged or punished!
It means you are getting the highest, holiest honor of humanhood - to experience god, to be the Christ, to be completely helpless and know, know, know that you are god and god is you and god is love and love never fails.
Do you love you as much as you know god is supposed to love you?
If you don't then you don't believe god loves you.... this is doubt.... and this separates you from your divine nature, your power, your true self.

Do you believe this...?
If you say yes, be prepared to have "god" demonstrate this to you.... by fire.

When you begin a new exercise routine, you often say that you hurt in places you didn't know you had.
Such is the fire of god. This fire will find and burn things inside of you that you did not know were there. And you will "feel" it! "Experience" it! And it will change you in ways you cannot imagine. Are you willing to lose yourself? Your identity and your delusions? Your heart and your sanity... KNOWING it is not what it appears to be and KNOWING you will rise as the Phoenix if you only, only, only believe and do nothing else?

It is the experience of hell.
It is an indescribable agony.
It is the fire of god.

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