#Free #Choice Free #Will

even the dark matrix leaves you with free choice!!!!!!!!! it has to. you cannot be forced to do anything as a human. that is your one and only unique gift as a species in this current world.

the difference between the dark and the light is the specific PARAMETERS you are given within which to make your choices!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dark matrix - you do not HAVE to go to college, but if you don't you are likely to struggle with poverty and criticism. either way in the dark matrix parameters, you have to pay pay pay to exist!!!!
the LOVE of money is the root of all evil!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

in the light matrix parameters you do not have to meditate or learn to control your mind. but if you don't, you will struggle with your mind and emotions and purpose and direction and sanity!!!!!!!! you put yourself in jeopardy of never evolving.

see.................
EVERYTHING must be your free will choice!!!!!!!
FREE WILL CHOICE is the board on which this game is played.

you are not always in a position to define or arrange the parameters of the game, but you are always free to choose how you will act within the current parameters in which you find yourself.

that's right. NO! you are NOT always in a position to define or arrange the parameters of the game!!!
TUFF SHIT you don't believe that!
one day you will experience it.

if you are convinced that all your positivity is what changes the parameters, and other people's negativity is what prevents them from changing theirs, you are a mere child.
you judge what you do not yet fully realize.
everyone has seasons.
there are cycles so grand that they are almost unrecognizable.
ever heard the saying 'can't see the forest for the trees'?? well that would describe the person who only sees the result of their own positivity as the key to their environment.
limited.

the forest is grand! and there are many paths that seem to have no relation to one another at all and yet these paths are "native" to those that are on them. and foreign to those who are not. the fish is not being negative by staying in the river and not climbing trees like the bear.

there ARE times, moments, seasons.... positions in these cycles from which you CAN affect and influence your parameters!

the key however is not positivity.
the key is awareness. ever expanding awareness.
growth.
maturity.
coming to the place of knowing within. without judgement toward the one who is in a different cycle than yourself.

being aware.
acknowledging.
recognizing.
and honoring each path as unique.

and even THIS is not the rule!!!
there is no rule.
life is a river that is never the same twice. the same river may flood like it did before, but it will still look and act differently than the last flood.

the greatest and highest awareness does not need to define the parameters.
ultimate awareness is both void and full of all things at all times.
complete awareness is mastery.
and yes it IS achievable in your lifetime!!!! whether you actually DO achieve it or not.

no rules
no limits
no fear
equals
no judgement
equals unconditional love

unconditional love does NOT mean there is no knowledge or wisdom or discernment!!!
unconditional love does NOT make everything ok.
unconditional love simply makes a way to FIND that which is ok.
unconditional love allows you to keep seeking!

#Message from the #Gemini New #Moon June 4 #2016

we need the energy of love for one another now more than ever.
not for big horrible tragic things...
but for everyday things like cars crapping out, unexpected bills or the IRS, papercuts, recipes gone wrong, babies teething, animals around us, feeling yukky......

cover all these things that you become aware of with love!
send them love.
love them with all your heart and don't worry about yourself.


we are about to lose communications....

do you know how to reach one another...?

#Challenged To Be #Happpy

Maybe the reason so many of us are so challenged to find and keep happiness is that....
If we were to find happiness and success in this world, we would never fulfill our intentions of bringing in the new world.
Hope deferred makes the heart sick.
A sick heart cries out to be healed, or at least relieved of its suffering.

These energetic cries are very powerful.... These emotions can be focused like a beacon into the Universe as signs....
Signs that we are ready and willing for change, for growth, for evolution into a better existence.
Signs that we are willing to do whatever.... endure all that is necessary.... to bring in and be a part of the world we dream of, we long for....

A world where there is no pain and suffering.....
No fear and poverty.....
No greed or lies......

A world with no limitations...
A world of absolute freedom.... To be everything you could possibly want to be....
With no evil intentions.... No harm or selfishness..... No need for fame or fortunes......
Because everything is abundant....
And people's hearts are genuinely clean and filled with love.

Yeah..... Maybe that's why.....
Embrace your misery and use it wisely!

This Is The #Truth of The #Shift, The #Awakening, The #Ascension

It is becoming more and more evident that this world is built on PAIN.
Control.
Punishment.
Coercion.
Fear.

This world is NOT based on Love.
Nothing in this world is based on Love.
Nothing.

Everything in this world.... EVERYTHING is built on foundations of pain, control, punishment...
This is the Truth of the Shift, the Awakening, Ascension. This is the truth you are all supposed to be waking up to. The Lie!

The New World - AKA Our next evolutionary step as humans - currently in the process of "HAPPENING" - Is built on Love.
This is NOT what you think it is.
This is not the pastel, weak world of flowing white garments and walking around as if stoned all day.... Every day.... For Eternity.........

This New World is humanity on the drug of Love unleashed!
It is filled with passion.... Boldness.... Fearlessness.....
Creativity.... Adventure..... Discovery.....

It is not the world of the dead, the holey (!) or the righteous....!
It is the world of the LIVING!

Everything here.... now.... is built on foundations of control, fear, pain, punishment........
Do you not feel how wrong this is???!

Many of the uber-spiritual say that there is no right or wrong....
Well there is.
It's just not what you assume and think it is.

Are you a prisoner.... A slave.... To fear, pain, depression, hopelessness...?

If you are in this world then yes.... you are.

Let go.
Dare to believe that its all a lie and it DOES NOT HAVE to be this way!
Things are NOT going to change slowly!
It is about to end abruptly!
Get thine self ready!!!!
It will be your nightmare, or your wildest most beautiful dream come true....
What can you believe....?

#Bullies & Real #Love

There are bad people in the world.
There have been since our current history began... As far back as we can see.

There are bullies.
People who are mean beyond reason. People who are aggressively abusive just because they can be... Because no one has the ability to stop them.

And according to all the "goody-goody" teachings in the world, we're all supposed to treat them as we want to be treated, love them, forgive them.... Right.

It's easy to forgive people who are stupid and who get caught in a bad situation and do bad things.... These people can change.

But what happens to the Hitlers and the Mengeles.... The Atillas and the Kahns....  The Maos and the Ivans.... The serial killers.... The child molesters.... The deviant monsters and selfish bitches that we all KNOW are not going to change!!!
I guess the "best" way to "love" these is to lock them away for their entire lives.... Like Manson.... For the sake of OUR humanity and his... protection?? Over 80 years old, spent most of his life in prison... and still bat-shit crazy. Not one ounce of reformation.

So how do these people "awaken"?

In my lifetime I have experienced so many challenging personalities, as most of us have. And I've "tried" many methods of loving these people that I really hated or was disgusted or totally pissed off by! Because "love" is what we're supposed to do.
What did my efforts to love bad people look like....?
Tolerating abuse. Being walked on. Being miserable. Keeping my mouth shut.

Is this love??? 
No. It isn't.
Was I showing these people god's love by what I was doing.... Or rather what I was allowing??
No. I wasn't.

If you study ancient texts you may learn that all the Masters suffered for speaking out, speaking up...
They suffered for standing against bullies, not from cowering to them and allowing them to continue on their way.
No, most stories about the Masters have no instances of them fighting back.
But they did NOT shut up. They were NOT afraid. They did NOT compromise.

So being a chump and suffering at the hands of bullies is NOT a righteous thing to do. Fighting against them is not righteousness either.
Simply standing in the message of truth.... And absorbing the consequences....
What the Masters did to confound their enemies was all by the Energy of Truth.
Even the stories of the great Shaolin Priests, the Warrior Monks, are saturated in mystical accounts of the supernatural feats! It was Chi, or.... Energy.  The Christians called it the Holy Spirit.

This magical force was not used carelessly, it was not used to attack anyone or coerce anyone, it was not used to gain any victory, and it was NOT used at the whim and will of the user. Jesus did not use it to escape from the cross, but rather submitted to its process that demonstrated an even grander, more expanded truth - The eternal power of life! Resurrection.

The bully has three levels of power:  1) Fear, 2) Death, 3) Convincing you to surrender your free will.
Jesus passed all three of these challenges and there was therefore nothing left that had any power greater than the power he demonstrated. There was nothing left in all the Universe to do to him!
He did not walk in cowardice and fear of anything!
He did not shrink away from death. He allowed himself to be killed!
And he never fell for the lies, the deals from the devil, he never allowed his free will to be manipulated away from him! He never allowed himself to consider taking a different route other than the one he knew he was meant for!
This is what he meant when he said, "I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father but by me." He did not mean for anyone to worship him, but to see the way home in him.

Don't take shit from bullies. That is not love!
Don't expect bullies to suddenly awaken and move into the higher dimensions of the new Earth!

There is only one way for bullies to awaken, and that is to go thru the entire gamut of human conditioning and experience everything from every point of view necessary to GENUINELY and AUTHENTICALLY change their heart!!!!!!! Watch The Emporor's New Groove...! Bad people (YES I SAID BAD PEOPLE!!!) have to go thru the shit mill in order to be authentically changed.
And YOU are not a bad person for recognizing that!

As Jesus said, there is only one way............ Follow him.

P.S.

BE NOTIFIED: I am NOT a Christian!!! I refer to stories of Jesus because I like them, I feel them, I feel a connection and kinship to Jesus. The Bible, like all ancient texts, has been corrupted and maligned in horrible ways and it is NOT the only, nor the sovereign,written WORD OF GOD!!! It contains historical truths, mysteries, and manipulative lies. By his spirit, one discerns which is which. Whether Jesus was a real person or not, the stories and their meanings are the same.

But I am not a Christian! I am not any religion. They are all the same - Man-made, corrupt, not god.

#Love

Love is so much.... RICHER than you think!
It is richer, deeper, fuller, BIGGER than you grasp.
Love is not a pussy!
Love is not weakness and pinkness and insecurity and frailty - Qualities often associated with gentleness and tenderness.... This is lie.
Love is not apologetic!
NOT apologetic...
Love is not afraid and meek and timid.

Love is power.
Love is certain.
Love has got it ALL covered.

Love knows.

Love is not intimidated.
Love is wise.
TRUE love has no reputation to uphold.
Love is a slave to no one.

Love is both Shaman and Warrior.

Love is complete.
We can't grasp "complete" in the 3rd dimension!
You may think you understand it...... But trust me, you don't yet.

That should not hinder your pursuit of it!!!


Love!

#LOVE

..... to have compassion when there's no reason... nothing left... no other intention and nothing to gain... to care for the broken with no way to fix it... this is love... god is not coming to save you from this. YOU are god. and this is god's love - you. THIS is the gospel jesus preached...

Faced With the Darkness

When faced with the darkness, you choose the light.
Every time.

THAT is the change that will evolve us as a species, as an entity, into true lasting peace, prosperity, abundance, health, happiness and love.

To be tested, tried, pushed, shoved, shit on, abused, beaten down, down, down...... And still freely choose the light...

To have it all.... And still freely choose the light...

To have nothing.....

To be famous, isolated, brilliant, celebrated, misunderstood.....

To be wise or foolish.
Slave or master.
Religious or atheist.
Diseased or miraculously cured.

Scarred, imperfect, angry and hurt.
Hopeless.  Destitute.  High.  Deliriously happy.

When faced with the darkness, you choose the light.  Every time.
Every
Time

Just Love...

There comes a point of realization:

All the issues and causes...
All the problems in the world...
Homelessness, Hunger, Trafficking, Slavery, Abuse, Violence, Ignorance, Greed, Deception.....
All the things that cause our human suffering -
Need not be addressed at all.

That's right.  These things do not need our attention.  It's too huge, too complicated, too convoluted.  It will never be figured out, never be resolved.

There is but one...  One notion, one thought, one solution... One consideration on which to focus - Me.

If "I" care... In each and every moment, each and every situation....  Then there are no more problems.

LOVE, turns out..... really is the answer.
LOVE.... really is all we need.

One of the deadliest thoughts a person can have is... In any moment.... "Aah... It doesn't matter. Everybody else does it!" or "Screw this! Nobody else does it!"
That makes you a sheep.  A follower.  A part of the problem.
In THAT very moment you relinquish your rights, your sovereignty, your inheritance as a child of god and co-creator of the universe.  You give up your power to BE.... all in that moment.

Rather... choose LOVE.

You Cannot Cure Their Insanity

.....This 'GOD' that you seek to serve  out there somewhere....
At some point in your journey you begin to realize that this god is you... In you.... In everyone.  Its that same god that has always been "there", only now your quest, your seeking drives you inward...(?)  Yes...
This god you are absorbed by, that you cannot deny, that you can't shake.... this need to know GOD.... is coming from deep, deep inside you.  And from no where else!
It is a major turning point in one's journey when they realize this, and in some cases give themselves permission to believe this.
Its more than just "god is in me, god is in everyone".  That moment when you begin to realize just what that means and has meant for all this time... That you ARE god.  And so is everyone else.
The people that frustrate you the most...?  God.
The homeless people.... God
The asshole that cut you off in traffic, the old people that don't  grasp the enormity of the current world and have no clue that they are holding up traffic on an ENTIRE MAJOR ROADWAY just because they're stuck in 1950 when things were much simpler and no one was in a hurry... why should they be...?  All god....
Have you ever looked a homeless person in the eyes?
Why are they...?
Have you ever realized you could be standing in their shoes?  Why aren't you?  Why don't you?
Do you love them?  Do you care?
That moment of compassion that makes your heart bleed, maybe even break....  But why does it?
When you get to that point, your first instinct is you wanna DO something!!
You wanna help them!
But think about it... They're not jobless and homeless and showerless because they're lazy and want a handout.  If it was that simple don't you think ALL YOUNG PEOPLE would choose to be homeless!?  Think about it!
These people are homeless because they can't work.  They can't hold a job and sometimes can't even hold a conversation, at least not for very long, and not coherently.
Drugs?
Ah yes.... blame everything on drugs.  Ok then why the drugs?
What happened to them!?!?  Why can they no longer function?  Put yourself in their place now.
What happens if you start to slip?  What happens when you can't afford to fix yourself?  It's not always like the commercials.  Thousands of people slip thru the cracks every day.  What if it was your turn, circumstances beyond your control, you feel yourself drowning.... sinking... slipping away.  But you don't die.  You live.  Somewhere.  Out there.  You can't remember.  You're hungry.  You can't remember ever feeling so thirsty.  You have to use the bathroom. Now what........  Who loves you?  How many years have you been out there?  How far gone are you?

In that moment, you can't fix them.  Its not that easy.
How then do you love them?  What can you do for them?
Nothing.  You can do nothing... but truly love them.  You can't change their life.  But you can accept them.  Give them some coins... some food.  There are no programs, no methods, no remedies for these.
In order to fix them, you have to find and fix every little thing that made them.
They are a sign.  The part of god that forces you out of your comfort zone.
They are soldiers.  They hold a place in our world that we cringe to consider.
It's much easier to blame them, ridicule them, judge them and call them names.
But they are you.

And at this suggestion you protest, "If I  were in their shoes I'd  do something to improve myself!!!"
Then why do you think it is that they don't do the same?
Do you think that they've never thought of 'something better'?
Have you ever had experience with someone whose capacity is not the same as yours?
If you are a very efficient, skilled, achieved person, then I imagine you get very frustrated with incompetence.
I imagine that you assume that YOU worked hard to become so accomplished and if everyone else did the same, there'd be no homeless people.
Ok, your mind and body is sound.  You are blessed.  But what if you had a child... with Down Syndrome?  Cerebral Palsy?  Dyslexia?  Autism?  You can be the shit and control everything in your environment.... But you can't control that.  And you can't judge your own child for being born in a challenged state.
What if your life threw you a curve that you could NOT gain control of?
Have you ever been overwhelmed?  Out of your league?
Is your competence and achievement for your personal gain alone?  Why do you suppose you are so adept at navigating life while others seem to just suck at it!?
What do you do with those...?
What do you do with those you cannot  change...?  Like your Autistic daughter...  Your Father who has been strong, healthy and self sufficient all his life... and then begins to develop Alzheimer's...

You feel that threshold...  That line.... That marker within yourself that has to decide to "love" rather than "fix".  If you can't fix them.... What do you do then...?
You accept them.  You accept that you can love the unfixable.  That is god.  Acceptance.
Thats ultimately all anybody wants.
God is you.
To seek god after a certain point in your journey means that you are seeking you... the real you.
Who are you really....  ?

That moment when you are stricken with awe or beauty or amazement.... and you look up to share that moment with someone nearby and you realize.... you're alone.  Is that moment still beautiful?  Can you stand there alone and feel that moment and appreciate it without an audience?
In this moment, you are.  And that's it.
You do nothing.
You reach your hand out and accomplish nothing.  You did nothing to create this moment of awe and yet there you are in it.
You can't take any credit, but you can feel.  You are filled with feelings!  You're not thinking, or figuring, or sorting anything out....

You are simply struck in a moment of experience.

What shall you do with it...?
What shall you do but experience it.... feel it...?  What is that moment worth to you?
You cannot replicate it.  You cannot share it - no one's there.

You can neither cure their insanity.
But you can feel compassion.  You can feel acceptance.
What you've been taught about responsibility is mostly a lie.
Responsibility is that moment when you decide.  That moment when you choose.
You are responsible for your choices.  To love, to judge, to criticize, to accept, to give.... to feel what's right and allow it to be.  To experience a moment one day that may cause you to wonder if there's not something much bigger than you going on in the universe...

Unconditional love....
It's rare.
It's pricey.
It's everything "free", "god", "peace", "heaven".... everything you ever longed for.
Love is the answer.
Love has no conditions, is not attached to anything, has no requirements, no strings, no expectations.
Love has no needs, no wants, no success and no failure.

To love the unlovable.
To love the unfixable.

There are thousands of people with thousands of very workable solutions to the ills of our world.  And for every viable solution there are a thousand more people who do not agree.  They see another side of the situation that causes them to feel differently.  Everyone can't be wrong and everyone can't be right.
So what do you do?

Whatever you want to do.
And that's what we've always done.
And so here we are.

Now it comes down to just you.
What do you  want to do?
It's not my choice to make.  And my opinion doesn't make one bit of difference.  Unless you needed to hear it....
But only you know that.