Insecure

Our greatest horrors and challenges are being separated, not secure, and abandoned.
Insecurity!!!!!
We do not feel secure.
EVER!

Restore THIS!

In order to feel secure, we must be/feel CONNECTED.
Know it believe it yes..... But FEEL it.

We are not secure.
We fall prey to chaos in any given moment without any recourse.
Helpless.
Cosmic PTS.

All we have is an arbitrary BELIEF.
Faith.
We chose, against all odds, to believe that we are connected, not alone, not abandoned.

But we struggle with it!
It is not stable. It does not make us feel secure.
This is the truth.

The only remedy is to become completely secure with insecurity.... Random chaos.... Unforeseeable circumstances....
It relies only in not fearing ANYTHING. EVER. AT ALL.
How can you not fear sudden tragedy?
How can you believe/know that "THAT" will NEVER happen to You...?
It can.
Just when you believe your "faith" will protect you..... unexpected things hit you out of nowhere.
And you are broken.
And you ask "Why!?"
And then you ask "What did I do wrong!?"

What's wrong with this????
Value, Worth, Punishments.....
Earning LOVE and Peace of Mind and Safety..... Security....
Things that DEFINE what we call God... And yet we feel the compulsion to EARN our God's favor.
This is wrong!

Love is not love if it has to be earned.
Peace of Mind is not peace if you can fuck up and lose it without notice.
Safety is not really safe if it is conditional upon your personal value and performance.
THESE are the qualities of Death. Hell. Satan.
How ever you want to regard those things.... This is their essence.

Our core is insecure.
Restore this to us and we will be invincible.
We will live like we really are children of God.
Source God.
Not some random more advanced being(s) that hijacked our journey.