January 2014

The power of LOVE.
The power of FEARLESSNESS.
The power of PEACE.

Life has been like the inside of an industrial washing machine.  Violent, overwhelming and confusing.
The purpose: To get EVERYTHING squeeky clean!

You best be clean now.
Free from hate.
Free from fear.
Free from worry.

Because if you are not..... Everything you hate, fear and worry about is present to be used against you in this hour.

All the old stories and prophesies were true.
Problem is, worse than no one understanding them..... Many thought they DID understand them..... And they were wrong.
For five years I've been telling you, things are NOT as they appear.  It's not what you think.  It's all in your head.

Next phase has begun.
Will you trust the lie, or will you trust your intuition?
It will not get easier.
And remember, you asked for this.
RECOGNIZE it.  Enjoy it!
Celebrate it!!!
Because it's not what you think.......

#Astrology #Science

Astrology is a science.
Meaning it is a collection of observations that remain consistent over time in this dimension.
All parameters are subjective based on the resonating objects of any given moment.
"Pluto is not a planet!"
Doesn't matter. It is there. That qualifies it as a resonating object. It's there and it has energy. Therefore it is a player in this energetic field that we currently exist in.

#Autistic

The Autistics have been sent to save us. They have come to offer a counterbalance to the conformity that has enslaved the human race in these last days of this era.

I Am God

When I say I am god, I'm not saying that I AM THE SOURCE OF EVERYTHING!!! I'm saying that the the source of everything is me.

Grateful

How do you feel grateful, without simultaneously feeling unworthy of what you're grateful for....?
To feel gratitude... Genuinely... Without the fearful feeling of having things you don't deserve or should not have...
Can ya do it?
What the hell IS that even!? What does that gratitude look like??

#Freedom

Rules restrict your freedom.
Parameters are the boundaries within which you exercise your freedom.

The Healthy Body

Because we are all one, whether "I see it" or not, there is always someone else there for me, some-THING, some "way".....
I am connected - I have connections - to everything I now-need.
It's not just some willowy energies of "good" and "light" that are hovering to protect me or carry my prayers to their destination.... No...! Far more than that!
Within and in the immediate with-out are electrical, energetic connections, pulses, communications... and in THAT world (should I choose to acknowledge it) (and participate in it) I am connected with a perfectly functioning body. Community. World.

Must CHOOSE to live in it and not be distracted by the "matrix" that is currently self-destructing and collapsing in on itself due to unsustainability. It's a way they ("they") have chosen. It will not work. Not because "they are EVILLLL" but because.... it won't work. It won't work!!! They tried to make it work and it won't work.

So.... Choose NOT to participate in their destruction and demise.
Choose a different path. A different universe. A different reality. And live it.
In the reality of a living healthy body, all is connected and working for the good of the other, the next, the neighbor... To live in this world, don't look for it!!!! Don't "see" it. Know it. Know that it is there because it is, because you are conscious of it. You think therefore you are. Are what? What you think. "You are" part of a living healthy body. Always connected to every other part of the body. Know it don't look for it. KEY! Don't look for it. Know it. It is there!

What does this produce???
Among other things - No Fear.

There IS a healthy functioning body... Because there is life! Because we exist and are aware! Therefore it is!
It may be thought of as "the spirit body", the ascension body, the light body, the glorified body..... WHATEVER... But it is real and it is now and it is a choice. It is functioning NOW. It is not sometime in the future! Not something that will appear.... Not something we are rewarded with at the end of a righteous journey... It is a frequency. An alternate universe. AKA a choice! A choice in consciousness.

Trust that aura.... that presence... that energy that emanates from the healthy body. It creates a halo. A web. A "concentration".

True Evil

Those who are evil at heart will RAIL against the truth!
Those who feign evil out of a fearful heart will cower at the sound of truth.
you shall know them by their fruits . . . . . . .

Why Don't We Just Give...!?

We all know its a good thing to do.
Give.
Most of us are very touched by stories of someone behind the person at the check out, randomly paying for their items, or people leaving a waitress a $500 tip, or the person who randomly buys a hotdog for the homeless man nearby.....  Some of us are even brought to tears watching Ellen give people new cars, or Oprah paying off someone's debt so that they can get ahead in life, or by Undercover Boss where the heads of huge companies go undercover as an employee, get to know some of the people working for them, and then at the end reveal themselves and tell them how inspired they were by the employees and gives them money or whatever they may need to advance toward their own dreams.
Giving......
It is so beautiful to so many.  Why is it so very rare in our own lives and communities?
Some people are just crazy givers.  That's all they do is give give give. People like this mostly give of themselves and not money.  Some may say that these people have emotional issues and such dedicated giving is their attempt to satisfy a pain in their own lives instead of just genuine, heartfelt giving.
Maybe....
But maybe sometimes, some of these just really get it...!
Why don't we give more?  You and me.... Us..... Why don't WE give more???

Some reflections...
For me, giving is sacred and beautiful.  I wish / wait for the day, when we all live in a gift economy.  But right here, right now, the reason I don't give more of myself.... Is because it hurts.  And because it scares me. Maybe I am not average in this but I am so ridiculously sensitive!!!  For some reason I feel other people's energy to such an extent that its very difficult for me to be around them. For this reason I don't have many friends.
People hurt.
People often don't know when to let go, back off, give space.  I feel so overwhelmed, irritated, suffocated that I am no longer of any help to them.... I just need to get away.
Some people are in such a spin that when you reach your hand out to help, all you feel is empty consumption.  They take, they smile, they awwwww, they thank you so much....  And they toss aside what you've done for them because they just didn't get it.  They didn't value it, they didn't appreciate it.  Because they're spinning too fast in this world to feel anything anymore.  This is waste, and this drains a giving soul.
Yet other people seek out giving souls just to extort their resources.  This too is waste.  It is unwise to feed such people, (metaphorically).
But then some people..... some really are in need.  Some soak up every ounce of your gift and burst forth with such genuine gratitude that it changes their world... and yours.
Giving is sacred. 

And until you can give freely with wisdom, with joy, with no regrets and no expectations WHATSOEVER!!!! Your not getting it. 

Our Best Life... Our Perfect Path

Sometimes it is virtually impossible for us to believe, and painfully challenging to accept, that we are that far away from our best life, our most perfect path for this lifetime.
As humans we have been born and conditioned into a society that measures everything by performance-based value.  We believe we must earn everything... even love.

We believe that if we do "right" things that good things will happen to us.
And we believe that if "bad" things happen to us, we have done something wrong.  And we believe this so strongly that many of us if not most, spend lifetimes trying to 1) figure out what we did wrong because no matter how hard we try we can't truly see that we've done anything wrong, and 2) we spend a lifetime trying to "compensate" for any mysterious thing we did wrong, or imagined things that we did wrong, or things that others said we did wrong.....

And it seems that the ones that suffer the most in this syndrome are those who are the most sincere.
This is how we end up so very very far away from where our best life is.
We think we deserve things.  Or we think we fail and don't deserve things.  We even think we have failed so miserably that we deserve bad things!
And the thing that keeps us trapped in this is that we believe that to NOT  believe in this structure is absolute arrogance, denial, self-righteousness.
Yet many times the sincere among us often notice that these "bad" people - the arrogant, the blind and the self-righteous - seem to suffer very little.  If they are so "bad" why don't bad things happen to them?  Why do the wicked seem so blessed while the sincere seem to suffer one heartache after another...?  Why do bad things happen to good people...!?

Doesn't it seem like something is backward?
If I told you the key to the mystery.... would you believe me...?
"So close you can't see it.... So simple you wouldn't believe it..."

NONE of us are worthy of the good things.
NONE of us deserve the bad things.
You see, its the system that is flawed - not us.
It is the perspective we have been conditioned to see from that is askew.

We all exist in the image of god.  And all that means is that we are not victims of circumstance. We have the right and the ability to know where our path is and how to walk it.
We have free choice to be happy, content, angry, sad, eager, lazy.......  We fail INSTANTLY when we buy into the performance-based value system!  What if sincere people began to stop trying so hard to be good? What would they do instead!?  Would they become evil?
Try it!
You are no longer being assessed based on how good you are.  You deserve everything like a privileged child!  What would you actually do differently?  How "bad" would you behave?

Things happening in your life right now are the result of many things.  The energy that fuels all these "things" or happenings, comes from inside you.  Your mind, your thoughts, your heart, your soul, your actions and your reactions, your intentions....
Sometimes what we think and what we feel are not the same thing but we don't even realize it.
Sometimes what we feel and what our true deepest desire in our heart is do not match either, and we are not aware of this.
We assume much as well conditioned, well programmed human beings.  And most of what we assume is based on thought patterns and NOT our true authentic soul self.
Thoughts and patterns lead us one way.
Heartfelt, soul intuition - our true inner sense - leads us another way.

Our "path" often involves a journey to learn the difference between these two "voices".
Our true inner sense is the seat of the eternal... Our god nature, intuition, our connection with the universe and all it contains.  Which is what makes us "in the image of god" - all knowing, all seeing, all powerful.
Realizing this makes it quite obvious how thought patterns and conditioning have lead us so very far away from godhood!  We certainly do NOT believe we know everything!  If we did we wouldn't struggle so, right?  Exactly.  We wouldn't.  So now you can see how far away you are from that.  Separated from your godhood.

Peace, freedom, love, healing.... All these begin to manifest when we find the courage to let go of the programming!  Stop believing that we have to be good enough... Stop believing we have to earn love or acceptance.... Stop fearing what will happen if we tell the truth and begin to do what we really feel inside...

Sometimes it is virtually impossible for us to believe, and painfully challenging to accept, that we are that far away from our best life, our most perfect path for this lifetime.
But we can never begin the journey home if we never consider it.
On your true path there is no condemnation.  No ridicule.  No deserving or failing.  None.
Only love.  Only a journey.  No mandates.  You are free to be happy, once you realize that happiness is a choice, not a set of perfect circumstances.  Once you realize that life is not 'out there' but right here.  Once you realize that you can honestly feel all your emotions and survive.... and become healthier in your body, mind and spirit when you do.
Once you realize that this great separation, this immense distance between where you are and where your true path lies.... is all in your head.  Its nothing, but a belief.  Stop believing it and it does not exist.
The obstacles in your life are there to guide you along your path. They are there to signal an old pattern in your mind that is controlling your actions.  Once that pattern is recognized and released, it dissolves.
Sometimes even among the oldest, wisest, most experienced travelers, certain obstacles never dissolve in their lives.  And these serve as permanent guide posts which serve to keep them from falling in....

Abandoned

Fear comes from control issues....
Trust.
Who do ya trust? Who's in control?
When do ya trust?
Why do ya trust?

And where is "you" in all this?

Fear suggests that you believe you are NOT in control, suggesting that you believe you are not alone.....
And that someone you do not know and you do not trust may be in control of your environment.
This leaves you feeling vulnerable.
And afraid.

Suggesting...

Abandonment......
I'm starting to feel that the whooooooole ball o'wax is about abandonment....
Jesus' ultimate point of suffering was all about abandonment.

Abandonment.
Fear.
Trust.

I have learned, trust no one other than yourself.
It's unfair to burden others with your expectations of "truth" and "honesty".
Trust yourself, your own instincts. Listen to your heart and don't judge others for being less than your expectations. Make your choices accordingly.
This makes YOU responsible for you.
Trust issue solved.

But the fear and abandonment seem to linger....
I trust ME and hold ME accountable for my life, no one else, including religious imagery.
Still I feel abandoned and afraid.

Abandonment... I grew up with the mild religious teachings of God and Jesus.... Mild as opposed to devout and strict. If God made everything, including me, then why did I always feel alone... very alone.... very very alone.... Not accepted or understood by anybody, least of all family, with the very small exception of my Mother. Church people always said that Jesus would fill that empty place in your heart and life. I'm still waiting......... I still feel like I was dropped off on the wrong planet and forgotten.

No matter how "in tune" with myself I become, no matter how much the fears fade as I mature and continue to do this.... the abandonment will not fade.
Alone.
No one is ever there..... Not in my heart.... Not where loneliness lives.

Thru much inner work, thru surrendering to new perspectives and allowing my life to expand beyond the conditioning of humanity, I learn more and more trust from the circumstances of my life. The truth is, I'm always taken care of by "nobody". "Nobody" is always looking after me and I can't necessarily explain it. There's no one there, yet.... things always work out in my life.
So NOW my fear is being pushed to that one point where I break. That point where things DON'T work out.....! That point where I become a statistic on the street...
What's the difference between me and them? Who am I to judge...? And so.... I just trust me.... now.... no more.
Trust my intuition.
Trust that "something" bigger than me seems to be going on and NO I cannot control it.
The key seems to have been all along, to just pay attention. Listen. Don't resist my true inner nature. It seems to be magically guiding me to 'all the right places'.
Not necessarily where I think I wanna be... But most definitely where I am safe.... from everything....
So far.... Every time I am in need, something comes along to fill that need. I have no control. It freaks me out. If I let it, it drives me mad.
Come to find out, that's just my mind trying to protect me, trying to survive.... And come to find out, that mind of mine is where the fear comes from when it doesn't feel in control.... And come to find out, that mind of mine isn't the one always bailing me out, meeting my needs, making the magic!
I think REALIZING THIS is the key to success. Success being - always being taken care of.... NOT succumbing to the fate of my wildest fears.

This may not be what YOU need.
But its what I need.
It's where I am and this is my experience.

I've also learned that reading and hearing other's experiences can often hit a very live nerve and bring lots of comfort!

Just like the movie Boogieman.... The only way to get rid of him is to realize he's only as real as you make him. Face him - your own fears - and he will lose his power over you.

Guarded

Guarded.
Those who have come into this world as "gifteds" often meet immediate onslaught, sexually abused as children, nothing seems to cause a deeper more "effective" disruption in there development as humans, who's purpose is to bring the energy of light and love, to encourage others, to strengthen and help set free, awaken.... Nothing is more effective in creating a solid wall to block this deepest energy that these gifteds contain!

Afraid of the energy they feel inside.
Confused.... they have nowhere to turn.
The holiest, most innocent part of their being has been violated already, and in order to heal and continue to live, that holy of holies is sealed.

Much instinct battles the psyche for control as these gifteds grow and mature as humans... They are drawn.... compelled... driven toward universal truth. And they find it only if they survive the pain, the loneliness, the isolation and fear of what they feel, see and sense inside. They are 'not of this world'. They came to bring a light, a message, a helping hand. But they end up struggling to survive and many many times this message and its power are lost.
Once they do begin to uncover the truths of the universe buried in their souls, they now struggle to feel the genuine, authentic connection to source and to true family.
They learn to go thru the motions.... But still they are empty inside.... They're doing all the right things but there is no relief to the yearning for connection inside.
This is why sex can often become an addiction for them.... They crave connection on the deepest level whether they realize this or not! Not simply acceptance or attention, or even meaning! But CONNECTION.

They are guarded. Always guarded.
Even when they don't think they are.

How do we open these vaults and set their purpose free???

The Way of Truth

There are still a lot of you that are NOT making your own decisions.
That means that somebody else has to.

In that gulf that separates you from having the courage to make your own decisions, even if they're hard decisions, they are yours to make.... in that gulf are the very "monsters" and dread that keep you too afraid to make those hard decisions.......

When you cannot face your fears on your terms, you end up facing them on someone else's. How much scarier is that!?

In order to maintain control of your life you have to surrender mental control, to the leadership of your inner self, your soul..... god.

Sometimes in this process we awaken.... We begin to realize that everything around us is a lie..... That everything we've been taught is causing us all to suffer.
And we have the choice to make of walking in truth.... Or selling our soul to the lie. Once your eyes are opened, and you see what's going on... At that point you become accountable for all the truth that you see but do not walk in.
This...... This is huge.
And it takes great courage to continue to seek out and live a life of truth.

If you want to learn, you will.
The deepest desires of your heart always gravitate toward you. Often times your "mind" never becomes clear about what those heart-desires are, and this creates conflict within your life. Your mind is telling you one thing but your life is pulling you in a different direction. This is that time when surrender to the inner self is the only thing that will give you relief, the only thing that will allow you to change and transform beyond an old dead shell of a life that you've outgrown.

The life of truth is one you can never accomplish.
That's right.
Never.
So stop trying.
You can LIVE this life, but it is not something that "you accomplish".
As a matter of fact, "trying to accomplish" is all a part of the lie.
True life is effortless.
Our struggles come in letting go of all the crap we've been programmed with so that this life can happen.

Surrender. Let go. Feel the truth. It will guide you.
In this current time, the matrix of lies that have been woven over our world and thru out humanity is under attack. These lies are being exposed. This is creating monstrous manifestations in humanity of cruelty, greed, fear that are driving a dark energy toward a compulsion to dominate by force.
In this time, if you choose to live in the truth, you will find yourself having to simply stand and not budge.... not waver.... not doubt.... and not fear.

This life is not for everybody.
This message is not for everybody.
But if it is for you, then be encouraged. No matter what your mind is telling you, no matter what you feel, YOU ARE NOT ALONE.

You are not alone. NEVER fear. Simply stand in the truth. Let your energy and lack of fear, which is love, radiate like the sun. Just be.
Love will lead you to do whatever it is you need to do. Love will make a way where there is no way.

Don't be afraid to make the hard choices. Don't drag dead bodies around. Don't let your mind rule you.

Surrender.
Let go.
Feel.
Breathe.

STAND.

I Suffer

I suffer because I find no meaning.....

I can endure indignities, challenges, abuses and deprivations if I know that they have meaning.
Would Buddhism contend that this is ego?? (I'm pretty sure that's a YES...)

Is there a school of thought, a movement of energy, that contends for "integration"?
The integrating of spirit and material into the "perfecting" of the world we now experience...
And is "integration" (as opposed to separation of spirit and material, or escapism of the material world) a work of light? Or a work of darkness?
Enter consciousness.
Are we considered, or rather are we, "conscious" if we are outside the material world? 

Alive, yes. But conscious........ ???
There are stories in the bible.... Jesus dealing with demons or unclean spirits... These "spirits" or energies seemed to really wanna stay "material".... Why.

Is there a competition of sorts.... a WAR even.... over, not "mankind" but over MATERIALIZATION!?

Many worlds, many civilizations, there's no way we could be the only ones in the Universe.....
Are we ? ? ? ? ?
Are we the only fully integrated, "MATERIALIZED" society of beings....?

Why would there be a war for this?
What are the benefits of being materialized?
What are the advantages?

The five senses.
Can the non-material feel in any manner so as to give meaning to their existence??
Can the non-material enjoy their existence?
Why a material creation.... !!! ???
?? To EXPERIENCE ?? ???
Experience what and why..... ?

Is it simply ego to desire/need meaning?
Some suggest that ALL desire is ego.
Some suggest that all desire (ego?) is to be disengaged... done away with.
Then what's the purpose for existence??

Is THE WAR over ego?? 

Over ego and not over materialization....?
But therein poses the factor - Ego is materialization!
Nothing is materialized without ego..... ??? No? Yes?

I once wrote that the "key" to materialization was ego - that spot, that step, that fine line between spirit and mind that......creates!!!
Is this how it works? I simply speculate...

And why don't we remember???
Pain can cause "Alzheimer's" whether it be pathological or not... Things too painful to remember.... The "self" protects its existence by "forgetting". But if we re-incarnate, if our identity, our energy signature re-enters this world.... why do we not remember our cumulative experiences ? Or at least, why do we not remember more?
Why are we not afforded any sense of continuity for ourselves?
Ancient writings say some used to live hundreds of years.... Don't tell me they didn't remember their youth!
And yet what is a memory..... But a feeling. A feeling! A memory is worthless if it is a mere "fact" from the past. 
There is no one alive here today to contend for the events or facts of Columbus' first meeting with Native Americans. We have words written on papers and take these as "fact". How do we know these are true and accurate!? And why do we care? How do these "facts" make us feel?? Most would feel nothing. Because it is not a memory.
Memory requires feeling. Emotion. Recalling previously transpired events is simply mechanical language. Not memory. 

My childhood.... that is a memory. Because I may not remember the actual birth, but everything else attached to the events of my childhood are directly related to me whether I recall details in a mechanical fashion or not. It is mine. My experience. I feel it as I think about those past events. Memories.

And if we do away with all "attachments" for the sake of it being "attached"..... then we remember nothing. We become vegetables. Alive but only to reproduce the facts - DNA. Which is technically life. With no consciousness. No memory. No desire.

Sorry Buddhists. I guess I love my ego.
Sorry Christians. I guess I love my flesh.
Sorry Atheists. I guess I... believe in god.
And sorry self. I am a renegade taking my half always down the middle, reeking havoc on our sanity, never quite sure which side is which and why I need to be in only one lane at a time...

I suffer..... Until I find meaning.......

The Human Virus

I  feel as if the world is winding down.  Coming to an end.

I feel a cataclysmic struggle to stand firm against the storm and the onslaught of darkness and evil.

I had an image of how the earth is indeed infected with a disease, a virus - the illusion of evil.

How do we, the living host, who is one with the earth and the heavens, rid ourselves of this virus?!

It became quite literal in my head.  Quite obvious.  All the symptoms match the profile of a virus.

How would we deal with a virus in our own body?

There is no simple "cure" for a virus.  You either ride it out until it passes if its mild, or you kill it if its severe.  And killing it often times means damaging the healthy parts of your body as well as the virus.  

So what do you do..... ? ? ?

A good start would be to study Virus.

Viral populations do not grow through cell division, because they are a

-

cellular

 (the have no cells)

. Instead, they use the machinery and metabolism of a host cell to produce multiple copies of themselves, and they assemble in the cell.

 

Opinions differ on whether viruses are a form of life, or organic structures that interact with living organisms. They have been described as "organisms at the edge of life", since they resemble organisms in that they possess genes and evolve by natural selection, and reproduce by creating multiple copies of themselves through self-assembly. Although they have genes, they do not have a cellular structure, which is often seen as the basic unit of life. Viruses do not have their own metabolism, and require a host cell to make new products. They therefore cannot naturally reproduce outside a host cell – although bacterial species such as rickettsia and chlamydia are considered living organisms despite the same limitation.

  

Accepted forms of life use cell division to reproduce, whereas viruses spontaneously assemble within cells. 

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Virus

A virus cannot "activate" outside another living organism.  It can "exist" in tact, but it cannot do anything  without a living host.  Its only function in this world is to overtake living cells.  Weak attempts to kill virus only cause it to mutate and become stronger.  If you don't know what you're doing you only make it worse!

Believe it or not, new research shows that viruses can be killed..... with LIGHT!

 

If that does not demonstrate to you how the "material" is a reflection of the psycho\emo\spiritu santo of the human condition..... !!!!!

What is the remedy for this "virus" of illusion that infects all of mankind?  What is it that is causing many to become free of this virus of illusion that blankets the entire planet?? Awakening.  Becoming aware.  Which is often associated with.... The Light!  Morning.  Dawning.

Other remedies for "killing" virus is chemotherapy.  We all know that chemo is almost as deadly as the virus itself! Chemo damages good, living cells right along with the infected cells!  This "metaphor" for our current human condition is seen in our feeble, useless, further-damaging attempts to fix ourselves thru artificial means... fix ourselves without ever having to turn the light of our soul on, without ever having to awaken to our refusal to SEE, which requires light...!  

For instance, in America, our government is COMPLETELY BROKEN and while we all know this, we keep right on living in the past, voting for "new" leaders just as corrupt as the former ones choosing to somehow believe that these new ones will be the cure.... they will NOT be infected with the system of corruption!  How long will we continue this "chemo" that is causing more and more damage...!?  And at this point, damage to the whole world!

The light!  The truth.  Honesty.  Getting real.  Calling out.  Not backing down.  

Facing fear right in the eyes.

You have a virus.  It is deadly.  You can deal with it now thru the circumstances in your life that the universe is handing you, or you can deal with it later.  The longer you run from the healing light, the more this virus is taking over your soul.... until one day very soon, you will no longer be you.  You will no longer be free to choose.  You will be consumed with darkness.  You will become a zombie.  The living dead.  

Most people would rather endure actual chemo than deal with the truth of their own soul.

Come into the light.

It is your only hope.

Because You Only Live Once . . .

"You only live once!"

"Why not!?"
"Might as well!"
"Why should I care, I'm not gonna be here then!"
"What difference does it make!? I won't be here!"

"Why should I sacrifice my life, nobody sacrificed for me!"
"Look at the mess they left for us! Why should I give a shit!?  Nobody else does!"
"I'm gonna enjoy my life!  I can sleep when I'm dead!"
"Why worry about eating healthy and exercise!!?  We're all gonna die anyway!"
"Why should I care?  What's in it for me?"

These are all  valid questions and statements...!
You are going to die.  So what are you trying so hard for??

Why would anyone work so hard to make the world a better place knowing that they're doing "all the work" and that they will never see the fruits...?
World peace.....  What the fuck does that look like!?  Everybody talks about it but nobody actually has an idea of what it would feel like on a daily basis.  What the hell would you do with your life then?!

Why should I care...?  The next generation is just gonna fuck it all up again...!
Humans are hopeless.  History repeats itself.  Just accept it!  Things are never gonna change.  It's a dog-eat-dog world.  It's our nature.

Do you have an argument?

If I have only one life....  Why would I spend it cleaning other people's messes?
If I have only one life . . . . .
Only one life . . .
One.
No more.  One shot.
Just ONE.  And then.......       ? ? ?

"Do it for your children and grandchildren!"  For future generations, so that "one day" the world will be like it's supposed to be.

WOW.
Did you hear that??
Is that what we're all aiming for??
WHY are we all doing this!?!?!?!?
Is it so that the world will be . . . at peace?  Safe?  So that we'll all be equally wealthy?  So that there's no more disease?  No more murder?  No more addiction?  What!?  Why!??

If we each have only one life . . .
And "this" is it . . .
Look around at the world.....  The whole world, not just "your" world....
Is a happy world possible???

Why would I be interested in anything that has no lasting value.....  ?
Religion tells us that Heaven awaits those who do good... Nirvana... Utopia... The Elysian Fields.... Rewards and mansions and riches..... (virgins....!)(??)
Is that why we do this??
Is that why YOU do this???

So many struggle just to stay alive.....  Why do they do that?  Do they wake up every morning hoping that "some day" things will be better?

If we are not eternal then why would we ever play this hellish game . . .
I feel the pain of the world.  It's my job.  There may be no pain in your world.  Therefore you don't see your brothers and sisters that suffer.  You know they are there, but you can't change their reality so you "just let it go" . . .

"Focus on the positive, not the negative!"
Focusing on the positive does not mean being unaware of the negative.  It means being very aware of the negative and feeling its pain and turning it to good inside of you.
"Focus on the positive" is NOT a loophole in the universe!!!  It is not a way out of your responsibility for humanity.

If you're just gonna die.... and take nothing with you.... and you are not eternal....
Then why bother?

But if I am eternal..... If I do have greater meaning than just "being good" while I'm here to make the world a better place for the next generation in hopes  that one day the world will be "right".....
If I do get to reap the benefits of my existence personally and consciously.....  Then....
THEN I can give a shit about what's going on around me.
Otherwise, why should I care about anyone else's suffering?  They'll die soon and then it'll all be over!  No more suffering!

Family.
Eternity.
One.

What does it mean . . . ?

Stop Apologizing

The last wave encouraged us to begin to STAND.

The next wave encourages us to STOP APOLOGIZING.

Remember John Lennon's song Imagine ?  In that song he basically asks us to imagine that all points of contention that exists among human kind did not exist.  Then  we would be able to 'live as one'.  I remember hearing that song when I was younger and some of the suggestions were very difficult for me.... Like imagining no god, no heaven and no hell.
My how I've grown.......
In the same context, something that may seem insane to "do without" to most humans anyway.... Is to stop apologizing.
Imagine......  A world where no one ever apologized.  Does this mean we're suggesting a license to be rude?! Well.... Imagine it...  Would you be rude just because there was no such thing as apologizing?
I would suggest rather that apology is a double-edged sword.... to soften the truth, disguise the truth or malign the truth.  Because as Jack made so brilliantly clear, We..."can't handle the truth!".
What if, though, we spoke in such a way as to have no need to apologize for what we said?  Truth has nothing to do with facts.  Truth has nothing to do with our concepts of right and wrong.  Truth is what stands after the fire, after the storm, and continues to bring enlightenment, love, peace and purpose regardless of anyone's opinion or perspective.
We don't have to understand or agree for it to be truth.  We don't have to be condemned by it.  We don't have to accept it.  Truth gives us all the time we need to find it.  Often, yes, thru very difficult circumstances... Often, circumstances that we ourselves create because we reject truth.  But inevitably these very circumstances lead us right back to that truth and most often with a new perspective because of the circumstances that will indeed allow us to see and embrace that truth.  And from that point on we have grown, matured and are more productive therefore happier and stronger to help others.
But what does it take to get me thru that experience and to that truth?  Well it may take someone I do not like saying something to me that I do not wanna hear!  That doesn't mean it isn't truth and that given time, it won't set me free.
There are many truths surfacing from the depths of hidden agendas and complete dishonesty this year of 2013.  "I'm sorry to tell you this ENTIRE COUNTRY OF AMERICA but your government is all up in your private business which violates your rights as an America citizen....  And.... Oh god I'm so so sorry.... but.... This is historically what leads to enslavement of the population and to tyranny.... Which is everything YOU believe our troops are fighting against in foreign countries....  Yeah......"
WHY the need to apologize for saying something so important?
Because no one wants to hear it therefore they react badly.

We're afraid.  So we apologize for everything.  Or worse yet, we just stay silent.
Stop apologizing.  Try it for a week.  See if you can speak honestly without saying "I'm sorry" or even acting all apologetic.  Just be honest.  Look people in the eye when talking to them.  And if you feel speaking the truth would be threatening to you, then walk away.  Their blood is on their own hands if they are that violently opposed to the truth.
And if that fear is your  issue, then trust.... The truth will work its way with you as well.

This is the Reckoning.
This is the time of accountability.
This is your last chance before being swept away into a massive recycling chamber and having to do all this over again.  While others..... Others will evolve into happier beings......
This is no longer "Coming Soon!"
This is here.  Now.  This is what the hell's happening.

I make no apology for what I write.  You do not have to read it.  And if you read it you don't have to get it, or agree with it.

The Revolution of Standing.....

Written Thursday, July 4, 2013

The Revolution of Standing.
The Revolution of Peace.
The Revolution of Responsibility.

A recent conversation I was engaged in involved a young man who is very awake to many things. He has a genuine desire to act upon the knowledge that he has. Such as eating better for himself, eating real food and not frankenfood. This young man simply wanted a pineapple. Now the options he is aware of are: 1) Compromise and get an affordable one at any grocery store not knowing the truth about where this pineapple came from but assuming it probably came from a typical source using all manner of nastiness to produce it; 2) Go to the local farmers market where the pineapple is really affordable and it is assumed to be wholesome because it comes from a farmers market. But the truth is it is imported like all the rest. Or 3) Go to the local natural foods store where they have a genuine reputation for having good clean products and pay 10 times what one should pay for a pineapple.

This very aware, very intelligent young man will most likely opt for the farmers market pineapple because by doing so he feels better about not giving his money to a big company who has no real concern for anything but making money... But mostly because its cheaper! The reason he cannot shop at the reputable natural food store is that it costs too much. And he'd rather not be homeless for buying good, real food.

THIS is where we must take a stand Americans.
We do not have to "overthrow" the government... We have to take our stand, in our own lives, in our own neighborhoods, in our reality! This situation I've described is wrong. This is capitalism. This is not what the majority want. But the majority are afraid to stand up and say so. Because they don't want to be homeless.... or jobless.... or ruin their credit score..... or feel the shame of non-conformity.... They don't want to sacrifice for the truth, for what's right.
Look at the people of Egypt, Turkey, Brazil... so many common people are rising up, walking off their jobs, abandoning what is normal and taking to the streets to tell those who are controlling their lives ENOUGH! Not one more day of this shit!
They stand.
They stand in Peace.
They've taken responsibility for their own lives and their own communities.

In America we have some very real remnants of the Occupy movement.... But still so many more who are complacent and afraid. Afraid to lose the job.... the position in the company.... the scraps that they live on.... Afraid to lose the house like so many have in the past five years.... Afraid their electricity will be turned off, their cable and internet, their water.....

THIS IS CONTROL ! ! ! ! ! !

America is an embarrassment to itself... to its ancestry.... to its flag... to its MILITARY.... to its heritage.
This Independence Day is a mockery of freedom and all who have begun to stand for it around the world.
You don't need guns to start a revolution.
All you need to do is tell the truth. Stop turning a blind eye to things you KNOW aren't right....
STAND.

And if you feel the need to STAND in the streets with others who are tired of being afraid, tired of being a slave and living a lie.... then do it with the same pride and conviction you SAY OUR FOREFATHERS HAD at the time of the FIRST AMERICAN REVOLUTION.... which culminated in the signing of THE DECLARATION OF INDEPENDENCE.... Part of a series of documents that ensure our freedom to life, liberty and the pursuit of happiness.... A freedom we NO LONGER HAVE.

Your employer steals from you, your government steals from you, all the corporations you patronize steal from you, lie to you, and laugh all the way to the bank with your money... SLAVE.

Take America Back.
I wish no one a happy 4th of July...... till everyone's free to truly be happy.
Wake up.......
Times up.
There's no second chance this time.

Posted by kerismatic at 7:15 AM

Give... And Expect Nothing!

Give,  And expect nothing in return...
Begin to explore your own personal value without money...  Do this everyday.  Remove money from every equation.
And in turn, look for the value in others without attaching money to their worth.

Can you do it?

Give.
Give whatever you have.
Time.
Help.
Food.  Even a prepared meal.
Books.  Or even reading to someone.
Clothes.
A makeover.
A massage.
Pretty nails.
Toys.
Tools.
Art.
A hand to hold....

Give.  Give with love, joy and complete abandon.  Without judging, or figuring, or calculating.
Without regret.
Give your heart freely.
But STOP selling your soul!

Set the World Free!

Knowledge should be free.
Music should be free.
Resources should be free.
Health care should be free.
God should be free.
Faith should be free.
Good food should be free.
Clean water should be free.
Land should be free.
Shelter should be free.
Energy should be free.
Help should be free.
Joy and happiness should be free.....

Why?
Everything has a money sign over it.  Even birth and death.

We all know deep down inside it isn't supposed to be this way.
We all long to be free.
Funny thing is... We ARE free.... And this is what we've chosen.
And those who refuse to settle for this shit they serve up in the name of LIFE,
are attacked, slandered, ridiculed, cast out, mocked, and often killed.

Yes.  I'm an alien.  This is not my world.
My world is free.  Completely.
And there is no fear, or greed, no ignorance or poverty, no sickness, no control, no limits.....
Free.  

Just Love...

There comes a point of realization:

All the issues and causes...
All the problems in the world...
Homelessness, Hunger, Trafficking, Slavery, Abuse, Violence, Ignorance, Greed, Deception.....
All the things that cause our human suffering -
Need not be addressed at all.

That's right.  These things do not need our attention.  It's too huge, too complicated, too convoluted.  It will never be figured out, never be resolved.

There is but one...  One notion, one thought, one solution... One consideration on which to focus - Me.

If "I" care... In each and every moment, each and every situation....  Then there are no more problems.

LOVE, turns out..... really is the answer.
LOVE.... really is all we need.

One of the deadliest thoughts a person can have is... In any moment.... "Aah... It doesn't matter. Everybody else does it!" or "Screw this! Nobody else does it!"
That makes you a sheep.  A follower.  A part of the problem.
In THAT very moment you relinquish your rights, your sovereignty, your inheritance as a child of god and co-creator of the universe.  You give up your power to BE.... all in that moment.

Rather... choose LOVE.

Survival, Evolution & the Reality of Peace

It's not about survival this time. It's about evolution! We are more aware and conscious than any generation before us. We're awake this time, watching it all unfold! Peace is within our grasp as a SPECIES, not just a nation or generation...

There is a delicate balance between relevant current truth, extremism, and slavery! If you are content to be ”kept” & ”protected” by the government because you feel that they genuinely know best.... there is nothing "wrong" with that, it is a choice that you are free to make. But you have been informed that soon you will pay for this choice with your soul. Your evolution will stop.

Layer upon layer...line upon line...precept upon precept.....
All the energies of recent times, all the revelations, all the”new” ideas, all the ”movements”... They did not die. They have not faded. They have not gone away. And they most certainly did not fail!

The awakened generation knows.  These revolutionary ideas and social movements remain alive and well in them.  In these is where all these energies resinate and collect.

Each movement was but an added ingredient, a sprinkling of cosmic seed, a piece of the puzzle, a gift and a tool.... Meant to be harvested, gathered, sowed, laid into place as a process.

All the ideas, the marches, the revolutionaries, the hippies who stood in the name of equality, peace, and an end to war.... all appear to have failed, faded, been forgotten. But I have not forgotten. These are all still as alive in me as if they had happened just yesterday! And for some of them I had not even been born yet...!  

Historically, when we as a species come to an evolutionary cross roads we self destruct.  This is what archeology tells us.  We forget our experiences.  All is lost except some core, primal genetic coding that allows us to remember how to walk upright and whatnot. And inevitably, several individuals begin to have enlightenments burst forth from dormant genes and evolution resumes....

But never has the human race achieved  AUTHENTIC PEACE.

The Revolution is upon us.  It isn't coming, it is immanent!  Historically, its time to have a plan!  Because we as individuals, as citizens, are fast falling under complete government domination.  World Wide.  The New World Order.  Its here.

If you aren't aware.... then you should be afraid.

But if you are aware.......

Now is the time to get out the tools, open the gifts, harvest the crop of all the enlightenment movements that have come before us.  Now is the time that they will all come together and form a complete fabric.  We have no fear, but instead recognize the dawning of The New World - NOT  The New World Order.

Its about much more than recycling and planting your own garden and marching against Monsanto....  We're talking Biblical Epic "such as the world has never seen, nor ever shall see again..."  proportions of change.  One might call it a "Shift"...... (!)

Still think nothing happened on 12.21.12 ?

Think again.  

Its not about survival this time.... Its about stepping into an entirely new dimension of existence. Evolution.  What would a peaceful world look like?  It ain't magic!  It has to be birthed.  You have to know.  You have to stand.  In peace.  In love.  In fearlessness.  As it all burns down around you.

And if you don't know by now....  You have no one to blame but you.  

There have been 'voices crying in the wilderness', voices crying on the street corners, signs, wonders.... and still... the masses do not see.  Their evolution stops.  Their energy recycled by the universe.  But not before they self destruct in an attempt to gain absolute control of this planet and its population.  That's us!

Will darkness triumph over light...

Will fear reign victorious over love...

Will you let yourself be ruled by vengeance or set free by forgiveness... 

This is what its all about now.  Your money is worthless.  Its all a lie.  Everything around you is a lie.  There's nothing left but the man in the mirror now.  Do you see him?  Do you see her?  Who are you?  What will you choose? 

Autistics

The Autistics have been sent to save us.  They have come to offer a counterbalance to the conformity that has enslaved the human race in these last days of this era.

Don't Contract

Don't contract!

Contracting will only serve to hold things in,
that would otherwise simply pass thru.

Relax and "let" it pass thru you...

If you tense up with fear, worry, anxiety, even THINKING... You will "trap" those energies inside you and begin to take them on, identify with them, BECOME them....
And THEY are not you! But if you aren't paying attention, and you continue to act in the old human way, you will BECOME these energies - AKA they will USE YOU, because you let them.

And on a grander scheme of things, you will eventually find yourself being "used" by a greater conglomeration of energies, more organized... identifiable collectives that have evolved dark purposes. These gain strength from the fearful and the indifferent.

Remember, its all very simple. Its all just energy. JUST ENERGY.

Immunity lies is NOT CONTRACTING. Let the energies pass thru, not claiming them as your own, not lending any part of your being to them.

Acknowledge them, sure. As they pass by....!

But do not entertain them with consideration and conversation, or by accepting the notion that what these energies make you feel is valid. 

It is not.

But whatever you believe... is what you will get.

Be Peace.

Your Demons

You can never thoroughly slay a demon unless you can call it by name.

You Cannot Cure Their Insanity

.....This 'GOD' that you seek to serve  out there somewhere....
At some point in your journey you begin to realize that this god is you... In you.... In everyone.  Its that same god that has always been "there", only now your quest, your seeking drives you inward...(?)  Yes...
This god you are absorbed by, that you cannot deny, that you can't shake.... this need to know GOD.... is coming from deep, deep inside you.  And from no where else!
It is a major turning point in one's journey when they realize this, and in some cases give themselves permission to believe this.
Its more than just "god is in me, god is in everyone".  That moment when you begin to realize just what that means and has meant for all this time... That you ARE god.  And so is everyone else.
The people that frustrate you the most...?  God.
The homeless people.... God
The asshole that cut you off in traffic, the old people that don't  grasp the enormity of the current world and have no clue that they are holding up traffic on an ENTIRE MAJOR ROADWAY just because they're stuck in 1950 when things were much simpler and no one was in a hurry... why should they be...?  All god....
Have you ever looked a homeless person in the eyes?
Why are they...?
Have you ever realized you could be standing in their shoes?  Why aren't you?  Why don't you?
Do you love them?  Do you care?
That moment of compassion that makes your heart bleed, maybe even break....  But why does it?
When you get to that point, your first instinct is you wanna DO something!!
You wanna help them!
But think about it... They're not jobless and homeless and showerless because they're lazy and want a handout.  If it was that simple don't you think ALL YOUNG PEOPLE would choose to be homeless!?  Think about it!
These people are homeless because they can't work.  They can't hold a job and sometimes can't even hold a conversation, at least not for very long, and not coherently.
Drugs?
Ah yes.... blame everything on drugs.  Ok then why the drugs?
What happened to them!?!?  Why can they no longer function?  Put yourself in their place now.
What happens if you start to slip?  What happens when you can't afford to fix yourself?  It's not always like the commercials.  Thousands of people slip thru the cracks every day.  What if it was your turn, circumstances beyond your control, you feel yourself drowning.... sinking... slipping away.  But you don't die.  You live.  Somewhere.  Out there.  You can't remember.  You're hungry.  You can't remember ever feeling so thirsty.  You have to use the bathroom. Now what........  Who loves you?  How many years have you been out there?  How far gone are you?

In that moment, you can't fix them.  Its not that easy.
How then do you love them?  What can you do for them?
Nothing.  You can do nothing... but truly love them.  You can't change their life.  But you can accept them.  Give them some coins... some food.  There are no programs, no methods, no remedies for these.
In order to fix them, you have to find and fix every little thing that made them.
They are a sign.  The part of god that forces you out of your comfort zone.
They are soldiers.  They hold a place in our world that we cringe to consider.
It's much easier to blame them, ridicule them, judge them and call them names.
But they are you.

And at this suggestion you protest, "If I  were in their shoes I'd  do something to improve myself!!!"
Then why do you think it is that they don't do the same?
Do you think that they've never thought of 'something better'?
Have you ever had experience with someone whose capacity is not the same as yours?
If you are a very efficient, skilled, achieved person, then I imagine you get very frustrated with incompetence.
I imagine that you assume that YOU worked hard to become so accomplished and if everyone else did the same, there'd be no homeless people.
Ok, your mind and body is sound.  You are blessed.  But what if you had a child... with Down Syndrome?  Cerebral Palsy?  Dyslexia?  Autism?  You can be the shit and control everything in your environment.... But you can't control that.  And you can't judge your own child for being born in a challenged state.
What if your life threw you a curve that you could NOT gain control of?
Have you ever been overwhelmed?  Out of your league?
Is your competence and achievement for your personal gain alone?  Why do you suppose you are so adept at navigating life while others seem to just suck at it!?
What do you do with those...?
What do you do with those you cannot  change...?  Like your Autistic daughter...  Your Father who has been strong, healthy and self sufficient all his life... and then begins to develop Alzheimer's...

You feel that threshold...  That line.... That marker within yourself that has to decide to "love" rather than "fix".  If you can't fix them.... What do you do then...?
You accept them.  You accept that you can love the unfixable.  That is god.  Acceptance.
Thats ultimately all anybody wants.
God is you.
To seek god after a certain point in your journey means that you are seeking you... the real you.
Who are you really....  ?

That moment when you are stricken with awe or beauty or amazement.... and you look up to share that moment with someone nearby and you realize.... you're alone.  Is that moment still beautiful?  Can you stand there alone and feel that moment and appreciate it without an audience?
In this moment, you are.  And that's it.
You do nothing.
You reach your hand out and accomplish nothing.  You did nothing to create this moment of awe and yet there you are in it.
You can't take any credit, but you can feel.  You are filled with feelings!  You're not thinking, or figuring, or sorting anything out....

You are simply struck in a moment of experience.

What shall you do with it...?
What shall you do but experience it.... feel it...?  What is that moment worth to you?
You cannot replicate it.  You cannot share it - no one's there.

You can neither cure their insanity.
But you can feel compassion.  You can feel acceptance.
What you've been taught about responsibility is mostly a lie.
Responsibility is that moment when you decide.  That moment when you choose.
You are responsible for your choices.  To love, to judge, to criticize, to accept, to give.... to feel what's right and allow it to be.  To experience a moment one day that may cause you to wonder if there's not something much bigger than you going on in the universe...

Unconditional love....
It's rare.
It's pricey.
It's everything "free", "god", "peace", "heaven".... everything you ever longed for.
Love is the answer.
Love has no conditions, is not attached to anything, has no requirements, no strings, no expectations.
Love has no needs, no wants, no success and no failure.

To love the unlovable.
To love the unfixable.

There are thousands of people with thousands of very workable solutions to the ills of our world.  And for every viable solution there are a thousand more people who do not agree.  They see another side of the situation that causes them to feel differently.  Everyone can't be wrong and everyone can't be right.
So what do you do?

Whatever you want to do.
And that's what we've always done.
And so here we are.

Now it comes down to just you.
What do you  want to do?
It's not my choice to make.  And my opinion doesn't make one bit of difference.  Unless you needed to hear it....
But only you know that.

The Secret of the Impossible

Only take on an insurmountable task if you are driven.... passionate, excited, in love with the results.
If you take on impossible tasks to prove yourself... for others, for fears, because someone tells you to.... you will no doubt get hurt.

HOW DO YOU KNOW!!!

There was only ONE brief shining moment in history when a piece of paper let you know if someone was qualified to do something or not, and to what extent they were qualified.
But it didn't take long for humans to figure out, There's a way around this!!!
And the system.... (of education, of integrity, of mastery, of learning) became as corrupt as everything else that humanity figures out.

And today, a piece of paper no more tells you how qualified a person is to do something than the internet does.

In fact, there are more so-called idiots who are actually true doctors and have no degree than there are so-called doctors out there with degrees that are just idiots!

What's the difference and how do you know???
If there's no paper to tell you how qualified a person is, how do you know how qualified they are!?

Do you not recognize when someone is especially gifted?
Are beneficial results not obvious to you?

What did people do before "degrees" were invented?  They trusted. Of course some were duped by charlatans and snake oil salesmen!  But giving out degrees did NOT do away with snake oil salesmen, it just made them get degrees...!   "The people" are still in the same boat...  You still don't know, unless you follow your gut.

Today you need a piece of paper to prove to you that someone knows what they are doing and yet there are STACKS of law suits against those with paper!
So basically, the paper is a your  way out of being responsible for yourself, your way of deferring your innate intuition for the "I'm suing if I'm not happy!" path.

Why would I want this piece of paper (a degree)?  It does not guarantee that I know what I'm doing!!!
It does not guarantee that you will get perfect results!
It does not guarantee that you will believe me!
It does not guarantee that you will do as I instruct you to do after you've paid me for my services.

Do you not work with normal everyday people?  Do you not see what they do?  How they do it?  How they don't really care?  How they follow the crowd....  How they have no true sense of integrity?

Who makes your fast food?
Who manufactures your car?
Who is your mechanic?
Who is your dentist?
Who is your pastor?
Who is that lady who sold you your glasses?
Who is that guy that said you need a new roof for your house?
Who is that person that said you need a new hard drive for your computer, you might as well buy a new one.... Oh look, we have them on sale!
Who is that kid that recommended product X for your fish tank?
Who is the person that took your blood sample?
Who are the people that package your store-bought food?  Better yet, who are the people that clean  the facility where your store-bought food is packaged??  Even mo'bettah, who are the people that inspect  the facilities where your store-bought food is packaged???

There was just a massive recall on canned tuna.....  Why?  They all have licenses and permits and certificates that qualify  them to process tuna!

Maybe its because they don't really care about what they do.
Maybe they don't care because they work their asses off for an idiot boss who doesn't care.
Maybe they feel like slave laborers who earn just enough wage to survive but never enough to enjoy life with like their owners.... I mean employers do......   Could that be it??????

Maybe your supervisor is under so much pressure from his boss to produce "numbers" that there is no longer any room for the integrity he once swore by and taught his sons.  So now his sons see him as just another schlep.... a sell out.... a loser.  So they are no longer motivated to give a shit about their jobs...

Do you know this person?  I bet you do.  I bet you work with them just like I have.

But here's the real question at this point:  Who out there in the work force, (and this includes absolutely every "job" imaginable...) is NOT lying to you the customer about their expertise???  What company that you buy from (goods or services) has your best interest at heart with every purchase you make instead of   producing numbers for corporate executives?

You don't know how many older clients I encounter in a day that are completely baffled, if not angered, by the corporate policies and bullshit they have to endure just to get simple services!  They truly don't get why we can't just "trust" them and why they can't trust us.  Then there are others that are on the opposite end of the spectrum - they are convinced that every time you tell them of additional services that you're only trying to screw them out of more money that they don't really need to spend!

HOW DO THEY KNOW.... that I'm sincere!  And experienced!  And skilled!  And that I completely understand where they are...  And that I sympathize greatly because most are just out to get their money....  How do they know that I genuinely care about them....???
How do they recognize me in a crowd of people who are backed by a huge corporation that claims to be sincere, experienced, skilled and caring???

I'm here to witness, to testify to you.... all of you.... out there..... anybody who was stupid enough to read this far.........    It's all a facade.  It's all a lie.  The commercials, the posters, the sales pitches....  Don't believe any of it.  It's all a lie.  They are usually NOT  qualified to give you the expert advise you are seeking.

So what do you do...?

Follow your heart.
Feel the truth in your gut.
Return to good old fashioned intuition.
Pay attention.
Stop whining, stop depending on others and DO NOT be helpless.
Then your heart will lead you to truth and sincerity.
You will indeed encounter those with genuine skill and talent that you are in need of in any given moment.

Be responsible for you.

Big Genes

Your ancestors and your genetic inheritance are very significant!!!

You carry their shit!

And at some point, YOU, (the one in the lineage that becomes "aware") are responsible to set things straight.

That's why sometimes people carry things that they can't figure out where it came from.... cuz 'they di'n do it!"
It's residual from ancestry, and its as strong as it is long.... how far back, and how many generations 'reinforced' this trait rather than re-patterning this trait??

I see genetic traits in my offspring that are IDENTICAL to their biological sperm donor yet they never spent enuff time with him to have learned this shit!!!!

Genetic!

And significant!!!

This is consciousness.  To become consciously aware of imbalance in the timeless dimension.  Its always there, and it will remain unbalanced until someone acknowledges it and deals with it... whatever "it" may be.

This is also why Jesus was NOT born of human seed... It makes perfect sense.  He carried no genetic baggage, no history.  That was his purity.  

Even if you choose to think of Jesus as metaphorical, the point is made. 

Clear your ancestral shit.  It is physically coded in your DNA.