Bane of Existence

Until you have spent at least one lifetime becoming or being the BANE of your own existence, you will not truly know compassion.

That is some heavy, nasty shit right there. Literally.
It sounds like some opinionated crap that you'd see at OTWAM!
But it is not an opinion. It is a legitimate message - the content of True Inner Sense.

We have spent an "Era" trying desperately to shove it all inside..... hold it all in - our truest of primal natures, our evil, our SIN.... Our imbalances, diseases, our fears.....
We've made laws and rules.... Prisons and execution.... Drugs and therapies....
We've TRIED SO HARD to control it!!!!
To MASTER it!!!!!

But it is now about to EXPLODE all over us like a cancerous tumor. The END of an Era....

We've tried to "Be Good". And we cannot. Because the "we" that are trying so hard to be "good", is NOT the real "we"!
It is our illusionary self. Our Program. Our "Emoticon". Our AI.
It is NOT real and therefore is not capable of creating good.
Artificial Intelligence, even contained within an authentic biological form, cannot achieve GODHOOD. CHRISTEDNESS. Good.......

We have spent and entire Era..... as a species.... trying to hold all the bad at bay....
And it has not worked.

There is only one solution and it has been the same solution for all eternity - Let go.
Stop trying to be something you're not.
BE EVIL!!!
Let evil run its course. Yes, even in YOU.
King Solomon did....

We do not need to be protected from evil.
"Karma" cannot sort itself out and find balance while we blindly and madly try to "assist" it and control it so that no one gets hurt!!!

We are TERRIFIED that it is wrong to hurt!!!!!!!
And it is not.

Hey!!! What a coincidence - It's EASTER SEASON!!!
The season that supposedly Jesus is the reason for.
Did you get the message at all..............?????

SUFFERING!!!!!!!
DYING!!!!!!!
SURRENDERING!!!!!!
LETTING GO!!!!!

When the texts about the Christ refer to having no original sin, it simply means that Christed energy has no Karma to sort out. No "tendencies" or inherited genetic malfunctions or imbalances that would create any "human issues" - referred to in this text as "sin" - to battle with, overcome, or be forgiven for.
The only battle the Christ engaged was a battle of belief, a battle of thoughts, a battle of the mind.... A battle to maintain the original Truth.
On the one hand.

On the other hand, how could this "man" possibly carry the sin of the whole world with NO EXPERIENCE whatsoever!?!?!?!?

I say that the man used to exemplify the whole story of "the Christ" - Jesus - was the result of several incarnations. Incarnations that are documented in this collection of stories that is commonly called The Bible, or the Tanakh.
I say that "Jesus" was Adam (I am the Alpha...) .... Pharoah.... Lot's wife... Samson.... or maybe Jezebel... Saul.... the Assyrian King.... or the Babylonian Queen Ishtar.... one of the many lying prophets.... a leper who was cast out of the Temple... Job.... and then Jesus (and the Omega....)  No one comes to the Father except by me (the way he did...!)
This is what he meant when he said "I am the Way...."
This is what it means to be able to say "I am the Truth..." (I kid you not! This is the true way to GOD!)
This is the only way you can ever say "I am the Life......."
Because you've lived it!
LIFE.
You played the whole game.

Have you played the whole game yet?
How bout a little "lifetime" game of Jumanji??
You have to finish the game..... It will not go away till you do. There are no shortcuts.

I know its scary.
And I realize that while this Truth is for everyone, this Message is not.
Not all are in need of hearing it.
I needed to hear it!
It clears up a lot for me!
It helps me to understand and embrace my current life - a life that just makes no sense whatsoever, by anyone's standards!  The more I embrace "my dark side", my inner sinner, my evil tendencies.... the more I realize that those things are NOT who or what I want to be. I've had to be a really bad person sometimes.... The bane of my own existence.... And feel that pain. And realize I hated who I was SO BADLY that I had to break and change. At any cost.
Any cost.....

Rules and laws do NOT change the heart.
Prison or even execution cannot stop evil.
We each and everyone must live thru it until we're done with it.
Until we figure out that it is a dead end.
Screaming preachers and jihadists and religious freaks standing on the side of the road with signs.... WILL not, and CAN not ever ever ever change that.....
Being nauseatingly positive, knowing "The Secret", believing in the Law of Attraction, never saying "bad" or "negative" things, positive affirmations..... NONE of this can take away your process!!!

Until you are AUTHENTIC.... You are not done.
I don't need a book, a preacher, a priest, an officer, a teacher to tell me right from wrong..... who I am.... who I want to be......

I know for myself.
I have been the bane of my existence....
I am finishing the game...

This GREAT AWAKENING that is supposedly going on.... I laugh out loud!!!
Well, I guess everyone starts somewhere right?
We are "awakening" on many different levels obviously!

So be it!
It is good!

#Energetic #Molecular #Healing In The New World: The New Truth About #Metabolism

This is so true..... (!!!)

Food ....
Metabolism....
What's wrong with me...???

I diagnose everyone else..... Tell them to break it down into small, understandable, visible (obvious) cause and effect events.....
I tell people with "medical" situations that there is always a connection to something out of balance and it can be fixed!!!
Without synthetics and unnatural means!!!  It's a matter of "inner work". (True Inner Sense)!

So.....!!!!
WTH is my problem with MY metabolism?!?!?
It - like everything else!!! - Is speaking to me!
Rather than damn the effects and signs and manifestations, and rather than try to fit round pegs into square holes A-GAIN!!!, why not see it like I see everyone else - uniquely, and differently, as a message - not a disease or curse.
(Don't you think I've tried that!?!?!?) 
(Well, YES, but not on THIS frequency you haven't!)

What has my body been saying all along that I never could tune into before, and how does it pertain to my personal choice profile in regards to "fixing" it...
AND how is this connected to the whole of this current shift/balancing act of dimensional transfer/integration??? 
[We sensatives often manifest/ experience "symptoms" of what is ailing someone else, or even the entire world. It is up to us to learn to interpret and use this knowledge.]

I get so caught up on "living with" maladies as a means to sort karma that I have basically given up on ever truly finding balance for ME.
Its not a "fat" thing! 
Its not a "disease" thing!
Its not an "age" thing!
Nor is it, truly, for anyone else.
I've held a notion for some years now that "fat" people are that way for a reason and its not what anyone else is thinking or looking at! (At least not ALWAYS!)

Help me to ground this metabolism. MINE! Not just "figure out" everyone else's.

This - (resolving my personal imbalances) - is part of my CONTRIBUTION!!! to the change, the shift, the new..... 
Not losing weight!!!!! 
Not being "healthy"!!!! 
Not fighting aging!!!!
But BALANCING the energy of my bio, just like everything else must be balanced!

We are indeed dealing with some karmic energies that are - again - not what they are assumed to be about. I've noticed it in pets, I've noticed it in children, but what about me!? How has the "infiltration" of enemy tactics (poisoning the human race with toxins, prescriptions, GMOs, vaccinations.... etc etc) bled into my biology and how do I now sort them out - because YES it is part of the whole game to 'SORT THIS SHIT OUT' and not be defeated by the enemy!!!!!!! 

The "ENEMY" is an idea! A thought, a notion, a mental programming, a VIRUS in our belief system! I've (many have) seen this assault for many years now... But what about TURNING IT AROUND!?? We've been going about it ALL WRONG!!!
YES the evil needs to stop, but that only comes thru TRUE EVOLUTION (changing of hearts, which takes many many life cycles for each soul).
Like the biblical apostle Paul shaking the poisonous snake off into the fire - We don't need to attack the enemy, we need to become IMMUNE to his tactics!!!!!!!!!!!!
Take it like a VAMPIRE! And THEN by our superior choice profile, make things right!

We win, change, turn the tide, create a NEW EVOLVED form, by altering the outcomes from THE INSIDE! We take energetic charge (pun not originally intended but then YEAH! LOL) over every malady that is occurring in our biologies'!!!!! We own it, embrace it UNDERSTAND IT and REARRANGE IT on a molecular (emotional belief) level!!!!!

Then there's this whole "shift" and alignment and activation shit that's causing so very much biological discomfort... (PAIN!!!)
Well I feel like maybe it is now the time to UNDERSTAND the deets and assist the bio! In ways that we've not known, noticed, considered before. Ways that are indeed a part of another dimension and therefore we have indeed NOT seen them before!
That's OK!! 

We weren't there before. BUT NOW WE ARE!  And it's exciting!

Heal (balance) ourselves (our biology) molecularly, internally, energetically.... Ourselves first..... Stop (put a stop to) all the old stories of why this disease, when, where..... ALL of it....... Stop.
And reboot.
New operating system.
ENTIRELY.
Don't go back to the old system..... oh god don't go baaaaaaaaaack............ ! ! !

Completely detach from all your knowledge and learning. COMPLETELY.
Methods....
Remedies....
Sources....
Causes....
Routines....
Habits....
Allow your energetic being-soul-spirit-self (newly merging higher self) to show you anew.
Forget all the old physical patterns of the old world.... (this includes medicines, herbs, emoting, transference, physics.... ALL of it) Forget the past!
Don't HATE them, bash them, degrade them..... Don't "DISBELIEVE" them - just let them go...
Nature has not failed us. Nature has not fallen short with her ability to heal us. But like us, Nature is UPGRADING! The knowledge that we used to have about Nature is EXPANDING! It is becoming greater... deeper..... enhanced!
Don't stop knowing who Mother Nature has always been to us... just let go of the old and allow the new growth to rearrange mystikally, majikally, CORRECTLY for the new world, a new code, and its new, unique biology.
Because YES we do have biology in the new world and YES as long as we are here in this current biology, THIS is what we're working with.
We are betas.
We are prototypes.
We are the first.

We are the "EDGE" race of humans that actually transmuted biology from a 3/4D world into a 5/6/7D world! IF you allow it to happen correctly. 

If NOT, it will most likely just kill you. (SPOILER ALERT: don't worry, everybody in 3D dies....)

Everything that the "enemy" designed to destroy us will be "digested" and restructured by light, love, GOD and become perfect. It can be no other way. God is always god and always has been and cannot stop being..... GOD. Therefore the only "real enemy" is THOUGHT. Belief systems that ooze from the original creation and eventually all collapse because they were only that - an ooze.

Ok GREAT!
So how do I do this???
That's the majik - you don't!
You don't DO anything, you simply become conscious of this.
You become aware of something new.
And once you become aware that something totally new is occurring, you allow.

Allow your natural curiosity to question and seek like a child, with awe and fascination at the new way in which things now work.
You acknowledge.
Be aware. Pay attention. And allow it to be new and changing every single day.
Ask.

It's ok to ask!
Ask and you shall receive! Knock and it shall be opened to you. Seek and you shall find.
Allow yourself to become aware of your body's language. Allow yourself to "know" what your body is saying and DO NOT associate it with anything you've ever heard before!!!!!
Jesus spit in the dirt, swirled it around with his finger and made mud, schmeared it onto a blind man's eye, and HE WAS HEALED. The end.

Listen to your body. 

Listen to your soul. 

No longer listen to the programs and "logic" of your mind's ego self. 

A new operating system.

A new language.

A new processing center within your being.

You must now use different "muscles" to exist.

You must now "feel" information.

You cannot "think" information in this new world. It will not work.

It will. Not. Work.

Your mind (ego) is NOT a bad thing to be vexed and banished!!!!!
Your mind (ego) should be as a well trained champion dog. Loyal. Eager to please. Obedient. Calm and attentive. Well trained.
Your mind (ego) is a vital, integral part of WHO YOU ARE and all that you've become as your soul-life's work!!!

If you want to learn how to train your ego so that your Alpha soul may lead, learn how to train a dog.
Watch Cesar Millan.
Allow the light bulbs to go off in your heart.

Your mind (ego) is NOT a demon!
Demons are the substance and EMBODIMENT of unruly, out of control egos - FEAR. Which begets doubt. Which begets control. Which begets competition. Which begets greed. Which begets comparison. Which begets judgement. Which begets condemnation. Which begets weakness. Which begets death.

Your ego is not the demon.
Your ego is a DRAGON. A bigger than life, hauntingly beautiful, mysterious, mythical, legendary creature!

Train Dragons.
Slay Demons.
Get the shirt.


LMHFARO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
laugh my hilarious fucking ass right off


Thank you.

Any questions.....?

Train-Dragons  

So Many Stories: The Truth About #History

There are SO MANY STORIES going on at once!!!!

The human race, in all our recorded, "mainstream" history has attempted to "find the truth", "find the REAL story" of our origins and history.....
There are so many different versions! And YES, some of them are completely fabricated! But NOT because they are too fantastical to be real. Rather because of intentional efforts to manipulate certain stories for personal gain.
All have substantial evidence and artifacts to lend some degree of credibility to their story... But still, no matter how convinced ONE group becomes that they indeed have the true and accurate story of the human race.... a genuinely open and curious mind is still left with the unsatisfied feeling that there is MORE!

And it is with this undying curiosity, and yes at this point KNOWING, that I offer you the notion that IT'S ALL TRUE!!!

Yes! It's ALL true! All the stories from every nation and culture, from every artifact and manuscript and tradition passed down from ancestors.... ALL the stories are true.
What we have failed to incorporate, much less even consider, up until now is that each story is a legitimate, valid piece of a history so grand, so colossal, that we never imagined it could be real.
We've talked about thinking outside the box and we've said we knew how limitless the Universe and or GOD was..... But we didn't have a freaking CLUE until now!!!

It's all true.....! All the stories fit together somehow. It is not craziness or primitive or fictitious....
It is AMAZING!!!

“Imagination is more important than knowledge. For knowledge is limited to all we now know and understand, while imagination embraces the entire world, and all there ever will be to know and understand.”  Albert Einstein

We do not currently have words to express....

Each story is valid in and of itself.

Each story has an impact on our evolution as souls.

Remember the Holodeck from Star Trek???

Well, here we are!

14:0514:0514:05"(14:05) When I woke later that afternoon, I was shocked to discover that I was still alive. When I felt my spirit surrender, I said goodbye to my life. And my mind was now suspended between two very opposite planes of reality. Stimulation coming in through my sensory systems felt like pure pain. Light burned my brain like wildfire, and sounds were so loud and chaotic that I could not pick a voice out from the background noise, and I just wanted to escape. Because I could not identify the position of my body in space, I felt enormous and expansive, like a genie just liberated from her bottle. And my spirit soared free, like a great whale gliding through the sea of silent euphoria. Nirvana. I found Nirvana. And I remember thinking, there's no way I would ever be able to squeeze the enormousness of myself back inside this tiny little body.

(15:24) But then I realized, "But I'm still alive! I'm still alive, and I have found Nirvana. And if I have found Nirvana and I'm still alive, then everyone who is alive can find Nirvana." And I pictured a world filled with beautiful, peaceful, compassionate, loving people who knew that they could come to this space at any time. And that they could purposely choose to step to the right of their left hemispheres -- and find this peace. And then I realized what a tremendous gift this experience could be, what a stroke of insight this could be to how we live our lives. And it motivated me to recover." Dr. Jill Bolte Taylor, My Stroke of Insight, TED Talk, February 2008, https://www.ted.com/talks/jill_bolte_taylor_s_powerful_stroke_of_insight?language=en

All the stories are true. There are so many! We come from so many different ancestors, from so many different events and causes... And I'm talking about the expanse of the UNIVERSE!!! We have common threads and themes. What we don't realize is that our peace and our unity lies in allowing each other to be. Our one common enemy is our desire to be something else, which makes us vulnerable to deception and enslavement. And so we all evolve, step by step, learning not to fight over our ancestries.... our stories....
Hopefully coming to the realization that they are ALL TRUE. And valid.
Most people love Star Wars or Star Trek with its otherworldly diversity.
Well, we love it because it resonates truth.

Impossible really is nothing.

So many stories.... Stop trying to figure out which one is true and which one you want to live by. Find your own fantastical story. Dare to believe it! Allow other to have their stories as well. It is when we turn against each other, try to force our story on others, that we begin to decay and suffer.

Some will war till the end.
But if that's not your story.... Then DON'T.

The #Observer

There's not a lot you can do from this "level", from this perspective anymore.
You cannot coerce or convert....
You cannot convince or patch things anymore...

From this perspective, it is most comfortable to just observe... And relax in your very real realization that ENERGY is our new means, and ENERGY is greater than any 3 dimensional method ever was... Energy is meditation, is prayer, is intention... Is the will to actively participate by filling gaps, building bridges that most will never see, but will use more and more as a new world begins to materialize around us.

It is not indifference to know that human efforts are futile.
It is not indifference to know that some are more effective at being visible and others are more effective at being behind the scenes, or even invisible.
It is not indifference to know where you belong is NOT where others think you need to be.

#LOVE

#Love

Love is so much.... RICHER than you think!
It is richer, deeper, fuller, BIGGER than you grasp.
Love is not a pussy!
Love is not weakness and pinkness and insecurity and frailty - Qualities often associated with gentleness and tenderness.... This is lie.
Love is not apologetic!
NOT apologetic...
Love is not afraid and meek and timid.

Love is power.
Love is certain.
Love has got it ALL covered.

Love knows.

Love is not intimidated.
Love is wise.
TRUE love has no reputation to uphold.
Love is a slave to no one.

Love is both Shaman and Warrior.

Love is complete.
We can't grasp "complete" in the 3rd dimension!
You may think you understand it...... But trust me, you don't yet.

That should not hinder your pursuit of it!!!


Love!